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"to share those wings
and those eyes--
What a sublime end
of one's body, what
an enskyment; what
a life after death."
-Robinson Jeffers
Enskyment
now
welcomes up to
three poems by
each invited poet, thanks
to an increased
archival capacity.
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hawk@enskyment.org.
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~an anthology of print and online poetry~
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Marilyn Nelson ● Naomi Shihab Nye ● JOYCE CAROL OATES ● DUBEM OKAFOR ●
SHARON OLDS ● ALICIA OSTRIKER ● WILIAM PAGE ● Erik Pankey ● Linda Pastan ● JOYCE PESEROFF ●
Allan PetersoN ● Laurel Peterson ● Paul Petrie ● Marge Piercy ● CARL PHILLIPS ●
KEVIN PRUFER ● Christina Pugh ● Belle Randall ● William Pitt Root ● GibbONS RUARK ●
MICHAEL RUMAKER ● MICHAEL SALCMAN ● Jeannine Savard ● PAT SCHNEIDER ● LLOYD SCHWARTZ ●
JAMES SCULLY ● LEE SharkeY ● VIVIAN SHIPLEY ● Betsy Sholl ● Maxine Silverman ● Clara Silverstein ●
Jeffrey Skinner ● Floyd Skloot ● JOHN SKOYLES ● Ron Slate ● William Slaughter ●
LEE SlONIMSKY ● BARRY SPACKS ● Arthur Smith ● Noel Smith ● R.T. Smith ●
W.D. Snodgrass ●Elizabeth Spires ● Sheila Squillante ● MAURA StANTON ● Terry Stokes ●
Leon Stokesbury ● John Stone ● Mark Strand ● Dabney Stuart ● BRIAN SwaNN ●
RobertA SwaNN ● Robert Sward ● Henry Taylor ● philip Terman ● RICHARD TERRILL ●
DANIEL TOBIN ● Ann Townsend ● Lewis Turco ● Chase Twichell ●
RICHARD VAN ZANDT ● Ellen Bryant Voigt ● David Wagoner ● Jeanne Murray Walker ●
Ron Wallace ● Michael Waters ● BRUCE WEIGL ● Joshua Weiner ● richard wilbur ● terence Winch ●
Miller Williams ● Allegra Wong ● C. Dale Young ● David Young ● Paul Zimmer
How many things will I forget today?
How many times stop still, asking myself
what I was going to do? In what new ways
will my mind play tricks on me? What a wealth
of experience she tosses to the wind,
masterpieces lost even to me.
Without them, am I still one-of-a-kind,
a unique loop of interpreted memory?
How much can one forget -- an actor's name,
the novel one finished reading last night,
where the damn car keys are -- and still remain
a bubble of identity riding a wave of light?
(A turd in sewage remembers a meal,
my muse remarks. It's I who make you real.)
-Marilyn Nelson
Obsidian III
When I travel abroad, I will invoke
Ted’s poems at checkpoints:
yes, barns, yes, memory, gentility,
the quiet little wind among stones.
If they ask, You are American?
I will say, Ted’s kind of American.
No, I carry no scissors or matches.
Yes, horizons and dinner tables.
Yes, weather, the honesty of it.
Buttons, chickens. Feel free
to dump my purse. I’ll wander
to the window, stare out for days.
Actually, I have never been
to Nebraska, except with Ted,
who hosted me dozens of times,
though we have never met.
His deep assurance comforts me.
He’s not big on torture at all.
He could probably sneak into your country
when you weren’t looking
and say something really good about it.
Have you noticed those purple blossoms
in a clump beside your wall?
-Naomi
Shihab Nye MIDWEST QUARTERLY REVIEW
My Friend's
Divorce
I want her
to dig up
every plant
in her garden,
the pansies, the penta,
roses, rununculas,
thyme and the lilies,
the thing
nobody knows the name of,
unwind the morning glories
from the wire windows
of the fence,
take the blooming
and the almost-blooming
and the dormant,
especially the dormant,
and then
and then
plant them in her new yard
on the other side
of town
and see how
they breathe!
-Naomi Shihab Nye
Clackamas Literary Review
(Dear Jim, I #fnally got your
letter enclosing your letter
enclocussing your letter which was so ompportant foe
me, thannkuok yuon very much. In time this fainful
bsiness will will soonfeul will soon be onert. Tnany
anany goodness. If S lossiee eli wyyonor wy
sinfsignature. I hope I hope I make it. -Bill)
The first snowfall brings chaos.
First the horizon disappears, then
you disappear. When
William Carlos Williams suffered his first stroke he was 68 years old, in 1951. His second, the following year. The man loved
our American speech. Vulgar & graceless
as oversized boots he loved it. The pimply-
faced girl he loved. Forms inside things gnarly
to the touch. Smokestacks, mustard weed.
The steely river filling with acid & sparrows
picking in the dirt, like Death. Yet
still just sparrows. Beauty of marigolds,
& fried oysters. Beauty of spiderwebs,
Breughel's hunters in the snow. Except
maybe what the poet saw & heard
was in his own head! Maybe in Rutherford,
N.J. there was nothing. Maybe
he was in despair, fierce lover
of women & adulterer & this morning waking to
discover
someone has dressed him in an old man's underwear—
gunmetal-gray, woolen-itchy, soiled cuffs
at bony wrists & ankles & the crotch unsnapped.
Opens his mouth to curse
& words choke like phlegm. A doctor doesn't expect
to die like the rest of us … Waking in the sun
in Flossie's garden back of the yellow house
the terror strikes him maybe he's dreamt it
all?—male
hands lifting a thrashing bloody infant
from between female thighs, &
ironweed along the railroad embankment
tough enough to thrive in cinders, &
there he's laughing typing on the old manual
words leaping astonished out of the mute keyboard,
keys
so worn you can't read the letters. And
those clouds—
Clouds I've been noticing this morning, too.
Diesel-dirted, broken & yet dignified in motion
moving from west to east effortless above the pines
in this New Jersey smudged sky. In March 1963
the final stroke. "Died in his sleep." Eyes
moving restlessly down the naked body.
On a gurney? Since when? The shock of it, his young
male body restored. Svelte dark down of the chest,
groin & soft stirring penis. Winter-pale
haunches, muscles hard as bone. Lifts
his head. Where? Christ, he's alert, he's curious—
ready to begin it all again—
This is the time for which we have been waiting.
(Note: The letter from William Carlos
Williams to his friend
and editor James Laughlin was written
sometime shortly
prior to June 1962 when Williams'
last book, Pictures
From Breughel, was published.)
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JONBENET RAMSEY, AMERICA'S MOST FAMOUS LITTLE GIRL
Though you learned the dance routines they made you
learn,
and you were 1996 Little Miss
Colorado,
1996 Colorado State All-Star Kids Cover
Girl,
1996 America's Royale Little
Miss,
1996 Little Miss Charlevoix,
and
1996 National Tiny Miss
Beauty,
-Joyce Carol
Oates
Paris Review
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KITE POEM
(for Billy Collins)
Some- thing there is in the American soul that soars with kites that soar! Some- thing alive with the roar of the wind lifting the kite that soars above rooftops, tree- tops, and awestruck heads! And yet— Something there is not in the American soul to adore the kite that fails to soar. I've seen it, I've feared it, and so have you.
The kite whose tail is tattered in the TV antenna. The kite that rises thrillingly at dawn then crashes vertically at your feet.
in a heap
-Joyce Carol Oates
Slate
Where is the long robust arm of
America?
The lone survivor of the arms race
The sole imperium of the world
That can strike terror into souls worlds away
And amass relief to suffering humanity
Another world away
America
Where is your legendary munificence
Where is your kindness
Where is your lightning speed
Where is the rumored love of persons created
equal?
Four days after the disaster
Help begins to trickle in
Were we half-asleep
And just woken up to catastrophe?
Servicemen were first to arrive
Bearing arms not relief
Ordering huddled and beaten folk
To cower in their shame and nakedness
To die famished and unsung
A wayside and water-logged death
A newspaper said it loudly:
Shame on
U.S.
For the storm has exposed the festering sore of
a nation
Which money thrown at will not white-wash
But Americans are caring
And readily open hands, hearts, and purse
And the world also cares
Offering tons of relief to a nation in disarray
But our leaders took so long to rouse
For this is not Schiavo
Which summoned and polarized them swiftly
Still, as reckoning waits for time opportune
Congress bickers over who will bell the cat
And Bush four days after
Declared lethargy unacceptable
Aid, massive help, is on the way
As new vast arenas are found
To herd and barricade numberless poor and black
And homes open their doors to succor distracted
souls
O for a Guiliani
To mobilize broken lives towards hope
Then steps in Honore howling:
Put those drawn rifles down
This is no Iraq or Afghanistan
These people need bread water shelter
Not bullets and bayonets
We have enough deaths from nature's furor
And to Bush and FEMA:
I need choppers
I need food and water
I need clothing and blankets
I need truckloads of sustenance
I need drugs to hold pandemic deaths at bay
I need help to repair damage and rebuild lives
And I need them now!
These have begun to come
For, surely, this phoenix will rise again
From the waters and ashes.
-Dubem Okafor
Tsunami,
Katrina, and Other Poems
Then we raised the top portion of the bed,
and her head was like a trillium, growing
up, out of the ground, in the woods,
eyes closed, mouth open,
and we put the Battle arias on, and when I
heard the first note, that was it, for me,
I excused myself from the death-room guests,
and went to my mother, and cleared a place
on the mattress, beside her arm, lifting
the tubes, oxygen, dextrose, morphine,
dipping in under them, and letting them
rest on my hair, as if burying myself
under a topsoil of roots, I pulled
the sheet up, over my head,
and touched my forehead and nose and mouth
to her arm, and then, against the warm
solace of her skin, I sobbed full out,
unguarded, as I have not done near her;
and I could feel some barrier between us dissolving,
I could feel myself dissolving it,
moving ever-closer to her through it, till I was
all there. And in her coma nothing
drew her away from giving me the basal
kindness of her presence. When the doctor came in,
he looked at her and said, “I’d say
hours, not days.” When he left, I ate
a pear with her, talking us through it,
and walnuts -- and a crow, a whole bouquet
of crows came apart, outside the window.
I looked for the moon and said, I’ll be right
back, and ran down the hospital hall,
and there, outside the eastern window,
was the waxing gibbous, like a swimmer’s head
turned to the side half out of the water, mouth
pulled to the side and back, to take breath,
I could see my young mother, slim
and strong in her navy one-piece, and see,
in memory’s dark-blue corridor,
the beauty of her crawl, the hard, graceful
overhand motion, as someone who says
This way, to the others behind. And I went back,
and sat with her, alone, an hour,
in the quiet, and I felt, almost, not
afraid of losing her, I was so
content to have her beside me, unspeaking,
unseeing, alive.
- Sharon Olds
The New Yorker
Diagnosis
By the time I was six months old, she knew something
was wrong with me. I got looks on my face
she had not seen on any child
in the family, or the extended family,
or the neighborhood. My mother took me in
to the pediatrician with the kind hands,
a doctor with a name like a suit-size for a wheel:
Hub Long. My mom did not tell him
what she thought in truth, that I was Possessed.
It was just these strange looks on my face –
he held me, and conversed with me,
chatting as one does with a baby, and my mother
said, She’s doing it now! Look!
She’s doing it now! and the doctor said,
What your daughter has
is called a sense
of humor. Ohhh, she said, and took me
back to the house where that sense would be tested
and found to be incurable.
-Sharon Olds
One Secret Thing
Sit and watch the memory disappear
romance disappear the probability
of new adventures disappear
well isn't it beautiful
when the sun goes down
don't we all want to be where we can watch it
redden
sink to a spark
disappear
*
Your friend goes to Sri Lanka and works
for a human rights organization
in the middle of a civil war
where she too might be disappeared any time
and another friend goes to retreats
sits miserably waiting for ecstasy and ecstasy
actually comes, so many others
so many serial monogamists seeking love
some open doorway some wild furious breath
*
Please, I thought, when I first saw the
paintings
De Kooning did when Alzheimer's had taken him
into its arms and he could do nothing
but paint, purely paint, transparent, please let
me
make beauty like that, sometime, like an infant
that can only cry
and suckle, and shit, and sleep,
boneless, unaware, happy,
brush in hand no ego there he went
*
a field of cerise another of lime
a big curve slashes across canvas
then another and there it is the lucidity
we long for it looks like
everything belonging to the other world
that we forget at birth is finally flooding
back to the man like a cold hissing tide
wave after wave where he waits on the shore
of the quiet canvas brush in hand it comes
*
So give it up, gorgeous, get yourself over
to the sandy shore with the sleeping gulls
--does the tide rise or doesn't it
and are you or are you not willing
to rise from sleep, yes, in the dark, and
patiently
go outside and wait for it
and do you know what is meant by patience
do you know what is meant by going outside
do you know what is meant by the tide
-Alicia
Ostriker
American Poetry
Review
Matisse, Too
Matisse, too, when the fingers ceased to work,
Worked larger and bolder, his primary colors
celebrating
The weddings of innocence and glory, innocence
and glory
Monet when the cataracts blanketed his eyes
Painted swirls of rage, and when his sight
recovered
Painted water lilies, Picasso claimed
I do not seek, I find, and stuck to that story
About himself, and made that story stick.
Damn the fathers. We are talking about
defiance.
-Alicia
Ostriker
Poetry
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Neither the roaring lions, growling bears, snorting bull,
horses grazing and flying the heavens, nor the archer
stringing his bow care that I stand in the middle of this garden
at midnight gazing up, while my wife behind sleeping windows
embraces a distant dream. In my mother's garden
I was a child plucking the head of the snapdragon, pinching it
to open its pink mouth just after the rains had fallen.
This garden is not so ablaze and is never visited
by the hummingbird with its long beak taking its
life from a silent trumpet. The cat that dozed soft
as a cloud as I trimmed the hedge last spring
sleeps forever under the arms of the floating sprirea.
The moon swaggers around a cloud flirting with an oak,
then spreads out his rays like a randy peacock. Until then
I couldn't tell purple phlox from white fleabane,
one named flower the other weed. Allegories of seeds
mean nothing here, though being born in dirt must make
for a hard start. I know this; if you mow wild onions
they repay you with stink, but even mold can blossom.
With ears like folded blooms, I hear a voice in wind,
or it comes through their own sown tongues, for every plant
wants to grow like the morning glory. Though it
knows it's doomed, it climbs, not to display
its fragility to passing lovers, but to show gardeners
the contemptuous beauty of the uncultivated.
-William Page
Rattle
FLIGHT OF THE DEAD
The flight attendants have jumped to their seats
and strapped themselves in like bandidos.
I'm not sure if we're landing or ascending.
The intercom lightly shakes in its cradle.
For all I know we've begun a perpetual climb.
Whatever's shaken me from sleep makes me blink
at the white lines of light on the floor
mirroring stars I might see out my window.
But for the drone of engines hugging
the wings, I could be napping,
the TV wincing in the den. By now
we have passed above the graves of my parents,
long ago gone on their last flight into air.
What if I could coax out of the heavens my mother,
fire exploding from all horizons?
As we circle the heavens, could she
explain the aerodynamics of suffering,
how it intersects with the parable
of bliss? Would I learn there are no
secrets of life and death, only the vortex
of the one transcendent world?
But as I fly above the sleeping deer in the field,
the quiet birds in their woven nests, I know
I cannot disturb the dead whose love has gone
to ground. From this strange height I cannot
wake the terrified fox from its dream
nor still the stuttering owl. Except
for my waking to life, what can I
offer the radiance of morning?
-William Page
The Literary Review
SPIRES
Unknown to the sheep meandering
the meadowy sky, unknown to the
small birds picking in the garden
of his shadow, the red bull
with the short horns will
thrust his nostrils into the spring air
and sniff for the heifer's blossoms
he finds are fair, the chosen Charolais
still grazing, waiting for the magic
mountain of mounting, switching
her tail at the moving blotches of flies.
Without seeming to notice, her bulging
eyes are watching it all. Everywhere
the bulls of the earth are ready.
Their huge scrotums swing
like pendulums of time.
Their bellowing fills the hills
with the terrible echoes of wonder.
Once this red bull frolicked in a blaze
of setting sun. Today he will come as death
upon the world to make another.
Now he will plunge in the sheath
that will lather with foam of his sex.
And repeating the thrust, he comes
to the center where the sea
of himself will swim.
Now the bone of his flame
will fall like ashes.
His body will disappear
as smoke on the horizon
folds into night.
The moon will rise.
And the womb of the heifer will
fill with the future of fire,
for the mighty bull has lain down
for the grace of grasses
in all the pastures
where the shining beetle
rolls its dung into spires.
-William Page
The Southern Review
Ten years ago, I followed a lizard
Through a grassy, ruined amphitheater,
Quick as quicksilver,
But green, not silver.
The lizard darted,
Skimmed, froze,
Shinnied, insinuated like flame,
A pinpoint of pulse and flash.
The lizard knew
The Etruscan wall's cracks,
The downspouts,
The stone that blunts the plow,
The mortar's and stucco's flaws.
The lizard dwelt in a present
That extends, elongates, thins
Into a filament of consumed air.
I followed the lizard
From brick chink to olive grove,
Poppies to straw,
To sand and loam.
I knew, for a moment, the balance
Between the intimate and the infinite,
A word and what it reckons.
The sun on the hilltop
Flared upon the thousand thistle seeds,
The thousand virtues,
The thousand minerals,
The thousandth of a second
It takes the lizard to taste the moment
And change course.
Eric Pankey
The Pear As One Example: New & Selected Poems, 1984-2008
Ausable Press
The pain we feel reading
mere words in a book
clings to us like static
on a cold day. The road
a woman walks in the last chapter
twists away from her happiness,
and the pain follows
wherever we go, haunting us
with its mute footsteps-- the ghost
of pain we have known
and of pain to come.
Small explosions
of grief in a sonnet sequence;
another fracture of innocence:
these are templates into which our lives
must fit themselves, moving shadows
the sun makes, rising and going down
on every page, as evening settles
into all the unswept, unexamined
corners of the world.
-Linda Pastan
The Gettysburg Review
=scalped grass, trepanned soil,
granite folds, gray, like a bare brain;
a collision of lilacs with lilac anti-matter;
the apple tree null with its perfume
when everything fogged with mildew.
=a mutter when the backhoe idles,
mind-devouring decibels when it moves;
or TNT, as infant apples
like pebbles=shrapnel; a sudden, public
subtraction from the backstory
of family life, old stone cellar with its fuse box,
fruit jars, potato bin, cistern.
= an addition, as if wed buried slaves
or a calf, alive, beneath cement.
Memorius
NO MORE WATER
God so loved the world
but we dont love him back,
maybe dont even believe
our fleabitten selves deserve affection
from a flea, let alone the Lord
of Hosts. We scratch, breeding
like feral cats in a landfill
who know life is garbage
in various stages of decay
and delight in the rats raw morsel,
sheltering beneath a ziggurat
of tires too bald for the cunning
broker of rebuilts and retreads
as the greasy world waits for rain.
-Joyce Peseroff
Memorious
Early at the door landscape develops
like a glass plate.
Color added by seven grows modern by the hour,
the opposite of diving.
And just outside, the porch ceiling will suddenly
loft and expand
to an endlessness you cannot see the lights of.
Startled blackbirds
will explode like fugitive dark hearts and azaleas
hoot their fuschias in every direction.
And so they arrived at retirement.
A table by a lake overlooking bluebirds,
arms of the rocking chair
curled under at the ends. The lake combing itself
like the sky it admires.
Above the bed, flowers by one of the Dutchmen.
Yes there is a bed.
Years have not changed this anymore than eager leaves
chasing across the driveway.
Objects drift slowly through glycerine, stars,
bronze savvy of a bell
suspended above potato gravel with a braided chain.
-Allan
Peterson
Full Circle Journal
Yes, as Williams said, in things, but also behind them,
beside, among, around.
Yes the wishbone, but that's all of them,
phalanges to furcula.
Even the least thing in memory, even memory remembering
itself, or the last minute.
Even the minute as if it was an instant opened and lengthened
by cesium so that books can be written
within it, and almost no time has passed, but is passing.
Even mallards in the print
are taking their time to rise in flight above the scratched cattails
.
They are being remembered so intently
they haven't moved since their beginning, the male and female
mid-wingbeat remembering
back through the brushstrokes, the artist remembering structure
so intently he had time to render each feather
down to its shaft and barb, because it is important
in the poorest art that a thing be realized so entirely, nothing
is left for imagination or the marsh.
-Allan
Peterson
Bellingham Review
Like goodnight kisses awaiting your face,
like steaming creeks anticipating daylight,
the cards are thinking of everyone
long before we need them.
They are measuring the dead by their silence,
now loaded with stones.
Many are off in small rooms composing
epitaphs, sentiments, signing up lilies,
details to care for, birthdays, friendship,
sympathy, kisses of solicitude
for spaces potentially in danger of speechlessness.
-Allan Peterson
The King's English
To the fourth floor ascends
the world's slowest elevator,
through violin makers,
costumers, and MDs specializing
in repetitive motion disorders,
to the place where music is made possible,
but not made.
She has come to restring a bow for her doctoral
recital; the tall gnome who guards the secrets
tells her its tip has cracked.
Worse comes to worse, I say, you buy a new one.
$10,000, she says, for a new one.
Cases of bows swing on a pivot.
Octagonal and round sticks, their backs
bent over heat to form a concave curve,
rest in brackets. Around them floats dust,
horsehair, heat, leavings from Brazilian pernambuco.
Each has its ebony frog, inlaid with mother of pearl,
ivory tip, leather grip, maker's mark.
As I look, the shop fills with elves and sprites
that dance in the late afternoon sun--
it swims through the dusty window in golden streams
the color of weak green tea or late harvest hay--
to the shivered longing of one held note.
Poet Lore
PAYING THE ELF TRIBUTE
When they bought the summer house,
he found it first:
a hollowed out tree trunk
five feet into the forest
that stretched like a rubber band
around their ring of meadow.
It’s an elf house, he told her,
his only daughter,
his only child.
We must pay tribute
to keep mischief away.
Every year,
when school spilled out its charges,
and father and daughter were both freed
to move into the warm, secret days
and hushed, cool nights of the mountains,
they would make their way
five feet into the forest
to leave a shard of sea-rubbed glass,
a branch of silvered wildflowers,
a petrified charm tied on silk ribbon
at the elf house door.
The year her old cat died,
she left its collar
—to keep the new kitten safe, she told him.
The night she graduated high school,
a boy she loved died;
the highway and alcohol
loved him more than she could.
In college, a friend slid off an icy road.
Later, her grandparents, one by one.
For each, the elves received tribute, memorial.
After each came new love, a child.
Then came her father’s cancer,
the long, slow descent into absence.
He had retired by then
to the summer house made year round.
How was one to know what elves needed
as recompense for this?
She left husband and child to care
for each other, took charge
of swabbing pus from wounds,
washing his sheets of blood and vomit,
prying truth from doctors.
Every so often, she would slip
to the forest’s edge
to leave a talisman
in the small pile of tokens
that represented a life:
a 1945 penny, his Navy wings,
the gold pen she’d given him
when he turned forty, and
in one final desperate act,
as he lay evaporated almost to bone,
his wedding band from the mother
who had died before her daughter could know her.
He slipped away that night.
Perhaps that was the elves’ gift
for the ring. In the morning,
when she went to retrieve it,
angry at their treachery,
in the pile of fading glitter, sheen and decay,
it alone was gone
into the warm, dark heart
of the forest.
-Laurel Peterson
Prairie Winds
POCKETWATCH,
c. 1905
Round, etched rose gold,
too heavy for any modern
Tawainese-sewn pocket,
your gift weights my palm,
a drill-punched circle of heavy heart,
ticking just slower than time.
It arrived after the towers collapsed
and my lover’s wife had died
and I had won him
in a terrible lottery
that left me holding the ticket,
stunned and silent and so afraid
that time had already run through my illicit
fingers, slippery, gelatinous.
Could I lose him twice
to grief?
You watch across the reflective mirage of distance,
wondering, warm like the heavy inevitable tomorrow,
like the parentheses I know
I’ll find under my pillow
when I’m changing the sheets,
the future I won
and can never possess.
My shameful inadequacy to love sufficiently
slopes away in pathetic disorder:
a mountainside littered
with glass and gravel.
The watch ticks—
that’s my life passing.
What do I do with my longing?
Its impractical desires bend
in all directions at once,
a sparkler fizzling in the night air.
-Laurel Peterson
The Texas Review
I woke up this light June morning praising the world--
sun pouring down
through the green-lit trees,
hills lofting their heads
into fresh-tinted blue,
clouds on their long white journeys
nowhere--
At breakfast, in the soft slant light
of morning,
heads of my children shine
like the children of gods.
Half shyly I glance at them,
admiring with what ease they lift their hands--
how their mouths open and speak.
Milk in the beaded glasses, white and tall--
Bread crumbling in my hands--
When the meal is through
I walk through the glowing rooms,
feasting on lights and shadows--
clear moving depths, gashes of mote-thick gold,
enchantments of hallways blossoming
into farther rooms--
then pass outside
into day.
The scent-rich breezes touch me with rippling fingers.
I walk on green blades of grass
that curl beneath my feet,
touch the bark of trees,
bend down and cup in my hands
furry backs of flowers,
moist-glittering, cool.
The air is alive with blackbirds, grosbeaks, jays,
sun-speckled whistlings.
Wherever I walk the moist earth heaves beneath me--
The sun follows me--
Poised on the brimming edge of my own body
I could overflow
and like some fountain spill
into this curling world of living green--
to feed dark roots,
to melt into the secret hearts of stones.
-Paul Petrie
Michigan Quarterly Review
THE CHURCH OF SAN ANTONIO DE LA FLORIDA
(GOYA PANTHEON)
A cleaning woman opened the rusty door
and, taking our pesetas, led us down
a narrow, dust-filled hall (the wicker chairs
were chewed by rats) into the sun-propped vault.
Only his body lay there, marble-stored.
Some skull-geographer, to map renown,
lopped off his head, and hid it from the years.
Above, his paintings soared, without a fault.
We sprained our necks--squatting on the floor.
For once the angels seemed half-real, and
phrased
in human terms, like that small, beetled friar
framed in the central arch who taught to men
how time, and the end of time may be undone,
and justice rouse the dead. The tomb was blazed
in light and flowers, and kittens frisked and
gyred
among the leaves and withered cyclamen.
Between the cats, the frescos, and the sun,
we spent three hours, indolent with praise.
His mind went in the end. Upon his walls
he thumbed the dreams that horrified his bed,
those visions we call black. In one long room
deep in the Prado tourists still may see
howling Time devour his children's heads;
the fight with clubs--upon a mountain col,
two cripples on their knees, their staves
upthrown
in contest for their brothers' charity--
that Witches' Mass of human animals.
Painter, you are a lucky man to lie,
though shorter by a head, here in this dome
made sacred by the years, by art sublime,
where human angels crowd the ceiling stones
to hear the truth arise and testify,
and tombs of flowers seem a kitten's home;
though underneath squats dark and naked Time
chewing on the splinters of your bones,
and through the walls run rats with small, red
eyes.
-Paul
Petrie
The
New Yorker
|
THE QUESTION
The road bends and disappears.
The sky looks down and sees it go
wherever it goes among distant hills.
But we, who are only standing here,
see the road bend and disappear.
We can think like the sky, but only know
the color of trees, the curve of the hill
where the road bends and disappears.
We can picture how it curves and goes,
but cannot know as the sky knows.
Flat people, we're not big like hills,
or arched like the round, blue-pupiled sky
and can see only what flat people see.
Unlikely the road should end, yet still
hills don't need highways to be hills.
And we could imagine a reason why
the road might end just beyond those trees,
might come to a stop and go nowhere,
might simply peter out and die,
with or without a reason why.
Meanwhile, the sky sees what the sky
sees--a road bending among dark trees,
and beyond the trees, round-headed hills,
and knows what only the sky can know--
how the road curves on, or disappears.
-Paul
Petrie
Negative
Capability
|
Learn to think like a horse
her trainer had said. She went
into the pasture at noon,
when her horses lay down to sleep
without fear of coyotes,
without fear. They sensed her
but did not mind as she stretched
out beside them with the June
heat's broad strong hand
flattening her into the grass.
But now, she said, I am studying
mules. Her trainer told her
horses forget everything by
and by. Mules never forget.
Carry your intention carefully,
a brimming bowl of water.
Mule skinner, I called her
and from my childhood I saw
a tin of Boraxo my father used
to clean grease from his hands.
Twenty-mule teams crossed
the Death Valley of our bath
room, little black mules along
the bottom of the tin, the driver
in his wagon, the whip cracking
a wicked S in the air. I'm a mule:
stubborn, dragging heavy grudges,
joys and lost friends from the alkaline
mines of my past across the bleak
present to some future use.
-Marge Piercy
Ploughshares
What do we do with the body, do we
burn it, do we set it in dirt or in
stone, do we wrap it in balm, honey,
oil, and the gauze and tip it onto
and trust it to a raft and to water?
What will happen to the memory of his
body, if one of us doesn't hurry now
and write it down fast? Will it be
salt or late light that it melts like?
Floss, rubber gloves, a chewed cap
to a pen elsewhere - how are we to
regard his effects, do we throw them
or use them away, do we say they are
relics and so treat them like relics?
Does his soiled linen count? If so,
would we be wrong then, to wash it?
There are no instructions whether it
should go to where are those with no
linen, or whether by night we should
memorially wear it ourselves, by day
reflect upon it folded, shelved, empty
Here, on the floor behind his bed is
a bent photo - why? Were the two of
them lovers? Does it mean, where we
found it, that he forgot it or lost it
or intended it for safekeeping? Should we
attempt to make contact? What if this
other man too is dead? Or alive, but
doesn't want to remember, is human?
Is it okay to be human, and fall away
from oblation and memory, if we forget,
and can't sometimes help it and sometimes
it is all that we want? How long, in
dawns and new cocks, does that take?
What if it is rest and nothing else that
we want? Is it a findable thing, small?
In what hole is it hidden? Is it , maybe,
a country? Will a guide be required who
will say to us how? Do we fly? Do we
swim? What will I do now, with my hands?
The circuitry of frost on the kitchen window
and the thought that hums inside it
A cold night, a dead night.
Snowfalls shower of data in the yard
the freezing corpseflowers, pasteflowers,
the blooms that nod and sleep on their stems
until each petal dies gratefully into the windowbox
I dont know what to do
with the doomed, the chilled over and gone,
but drink until my fingers become twigs
and, like twigs, snap.
Someone cut a hole in my head and poured a poison
in,
so the kitchen becomes
the sum of all its information: The onion,
asleep in its paper skin, the wine, the knives
that smile in the drawer. The refrigerator hums
and loves the winter weather, the snow
and flowers that make a deathbed of it,
woolflowers, hatflowers, the dying fisted rose.
A pulse of information.
A drink would be perfect right now,
and another, to take me out the back door
and into the snow
where Id stand in my slippers and watch
pills fall from the sky. The cold air undoes
the throat and makes me blink. A wind coughs
in the trees. What have I done with my time?
You have been dead a year now
so I hardly think about you anymore.
Lookthe houselights are glowing.
They glow like angry little screens.
-KEVIN PRUFER
BOULEVARD
______________________________
PRAYER
Youll find me in a suitcase. Youll find me in a
car.
Lord, unbend my legs. Lord, lift me so I see.
The red moon in winter is the memory of candles,
the sky like church windows the sun nods through.
Lord, youll find me in a dead car. Ill be gone in
the trunk,
birds around my head and a mouthful of glass.
Birds that spin the head, Lord, and blood on my
chin.
Am I ugly like this, hands roped at the back? My
eyes
closed tight? Touch my face with your palm,
with your rough old hands that worked too hard
A car in the field where the weeds grow high,
the trunk closed tight so no air gets in. Unknot
me,
lift me to a glassy sky. Your lovely mallet arms
I cant describe the arms that you must have.
-KEVIN PRUFER
FIELD
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APPLE TREES AND SWEET
The little death in the apples core says Darling,
says Sweetheart, all wrapped around its juice.
A slick breeze sways the tree, unpastes the leaves.
Oh, ticket the pick-up windshields with apple
leaves,
kiss the boys in the trucks with chlorophyll and
veins.
The world is falling falling like gluey twigs.
The bees devour the flowers or sting them
into rot while high on a branch, the little death
in the apples core says, Sweet, says, Touch me
and Ill fall. All around, thin boys in trucks
idle at stop lights or look blankly toward the
trees.
Cover their trucks with leaves and falling apples,
splatter them with rot and seed and flesh.
The boys grow sleepy. Their engines growl
while the death in every apple explodes its core.
-KEVIN PRUFER
COURT GREEN
I can do what I want to do, but I want to stay
here, said someone’s girlfriend, draped as
a piece of real technology. Yes, she nearly
danced as a river, following one arm to the
estuary’s break; or pasting a quilt of refractive
light upon many square inches of her body.
A scarfskin map lies infinite, and a river
turns like mercury in the mind: it shines
there as folklore, as floodgate, as copper foil
for beach-glass. This is why we say Her name
is Rio, and why I’m learning love requires
a trawl-net, an act of free will. Someone
is singing at the dark end of the street,
the velvet of her voice covered over.
-Christina Pugh
New Orleans Review
ORNATURE
To trim away the shrapnel,
the surgeon sliced a sliver of her skull.
Now, when she lifts her hair
to show the shape, it’s moony:
a figure-eight has flown
the convex bone, therewith
some beauty to inscribe:
blood forms rubies;
you eat the Host for food.
The beautiful girl says
she’ll always be a soldier.
She’d had a two percent chance
of waking from the coma.
“Someone has to be that
two percent,” she says
with a smile. “Why not me?”
--And, sackcloth or silk,
the husk did open. We decorate
her friends at the end of May.
-Christina Pugh
Southwest Review
SEEING IN
I’m grateful for the way my eye travels--
or skirts, looping over canvas, hillsides smooth
and spackled as walls; I’m grateful for the farmhouse
troweled on green foundations, its replica
half-vanished in the grass, my eye cutting spirals
on the surface: school figures, early morning ice;
I’m grateful that oils compound and shimmer
in museum light, but only when I lean in closer
and rest my eye mothlike on a slip of blue burning
under brown, accreted like bow strokes
trellising a fugue, or andante moving
with the urgency of paradox; I’m grateful for unrest
under colors, for all I need to rove
to see, for fields of vision populous as fields.
-Christina Pugh
Poetry Northwest
Well, hasn't it been one long, "monstrous,
returned, but unrequited love affair,"
as I predicted once, in the words of Yeats,
yearning for spring, with winter in the air?
No, not an affair, and unrequited? Hell,
hardly dreamt of, really. Call it friendship
and forget the amore--this, as I recall,
was your advice. Sound, but I defended
my choice of words. Affair here represented
not sex, but desire--mine--and hurt in the heart
perceiving, again and again, something as ended,
whereas friends need have no fear in being apart
and do not phone for weeks and yet stay calm,
undisturbed by music that's not on.
-Belle Randall
Poetry
The first voices to reach my ears-- still bloodwet, crumpled,
half-clogged in birth-grease as my head rocked in the harbor of
thighs,
eyes slits in the shock of first light, arms
pinned flipper-like writhing
among slick walls too constricted for even the first scald of
air--,
the first voices I heard after knowing
only the weather of blood-thrum,
the seasons of breathing,
the rush of core fluids gurgling like cavewater over stones,
were the voices debating my decapitation and dismemberment.
For I, though I was a 10-month baby, I was slow in coming,
huge blue galleon stalled between the shifting stones,
pelvic bones of my mother.
I was in trouble before I had a name, receiving instruction in
how
no trouble is ever one's own, always is shared by another.
My mother lay helplessly glowing with sweat and exhaustion,
the great moonbelly contracting and squeezing for life, hers,
mine,
as wise men conversed by a table set with the tools of our
undoing.
So these were the voices, desperately hushed, deliberate,
and this my first brush with air, breath-taking, benumbing,
glove-pale hands outstretched, gaudy with the blood of my birth.
Masked faces glared, remote eyes hardening against me
among the low moans and sharp yips of my mother
as I, strangling, I, burning blue,
was trying to suck the great emptiness--
birth-whale beached in the heavy coat of being
caving in these lungs that wanted to
open expansive in the light
of this other world, this sphere before knowing,
where everything was luminous in robes of loose mist,
even the scalpels decisively angled in hands so close--,
when the great thrust came that shoved me clear
and I fell, delivered into their hands, at last.
-William Pitt Root
Rattapallax
The bar beyond the field is
closed for ruination.
No time ago at all, as the neighbors clock it,
We could stand together at the sunroom window
And watch the publican's helpmeet snipping spinach
In our white-walled garden. It was understood.
They'd put it in the soup there'd be for dinner.
Days he didn't come, the soup would be potato.
Now I drive the night roads looking for music,
The walls of the shuttered pub and then the garden's
White walls catching my lights when I return.
Watching the new spring night on Aughinish Bay,
Nightcap in my hand at another window,
The days in Monaghan come back to me in Clare.
"I'm going into Newbliss now," I say.
"Ah," says Bernard laughing, "Nouvelle Extase,
Is it? A damned sight better you than me."
A man who lives here will get used to anything,
Even, as the story has it most days, nothing.
Nothing but the sky, the little hills and hedges.
As the poet's wife in Dublin said to me,
"Three days of that, you'll be cadging a lift
Into Cootehill to lay odds on the bacon slicer.
'He'll not get a dozen out of that one.' "
A stranger, I still find it passing strange.
Three pubs, one off-limits for the politics,
Another for the beer, so that leaves Annie
And Mick McGinn's one-room establishment,
The only bar a man need ever want.
Once a day I idle in for a pint,
Then idle back, a good three miles each way,
Whether by the low road or over the Brae.
Here's what's happening there today:
Nobody's there at first (the men are haying),
But midafternoon a fellow strolls in
And begins to take up the world with Mick.
I'm in a corner with a pint and the paper.
"Mick," says the man, "did you hear it thunder
In the night?" "No," says Mick, "I never heard it."
"Mickey Reilly heard it thunder," says the man,
Puts down his glass and seals his news with a nod
And follows his muddy gumboots out the door.
There's a clock on every wall, but they're all wrong.
I've grown accustomed to knowing it's time to leave
When the shadows start working the crossword puzzle.
It's a long walk from the big house to the village,
And just as long going back, but worth it.
Here in Newquay, twenty-odd years later,
The incoming tide says "Time" to the darkness.
The bar beyond the field is closed for ruination.
-GIBBONS RUARK
The Greensboro Review
To The Swallows
Of Viterbo
You plummeting shards of the darkness,
You rising stars in the light still
Fumbling for the rickety trellis
Of morning, your suddenness fills
The whole unsteady air with whirring
Where we awaken quiet together,
Breathing soundlessly, no least stirring
While your wingbeats alter the weather
Of daylight arriving beyond
The window, quick-feathered rushing
And calling becoming a kind
Of rainfall in Viterbo, brushing
Us over with a mist so fine
The flawed hinges of our shoulders shine.
-Gibbons
Ruark
Ploughshares
Hybrid
Magnolias in Late April
You bent to whisper
to a small granddaughter,
Exposing the bald priestly back of your head,
Lifting her then and handing her to me:
See you in April.
Never the same, these northern magnolias,
As the great starred candelabra ghosting,
Even before I left them, the deep-shaded
Lawns of my boyhood.
And yet these too break wholly into blossom,
What somebody called the early petal-fall:
I walk out one day and the limbs are bare;
Then they are burdened
With the flared tulip shapes of opening blooms.
Two rainy indoor days in a row, then out,
The sun is out, and a fallen constellation
Litters the grasses.
What would you be up to this April morning?
Muttering to yourself, looking high and low
For the good stick fashioned out of laurel?
I have it with me.
Patience. Lean back and light another Lucky.
Whatever will kill you dozes in your rib cage.
Read a few more pages in the Little
Flowers of St. Francis,
Then throw a window open on the fragrance
Of even this, the northernmost magnolia.
By now the child you lifted in your arms has
Slipped from their circle
To cherish and polish your crooked old stick
Into a poem of her own so tender and deft
I can hold its wrong end and reach you the worn
Thumb of its handle.
-Gibbons Ruark
The New Republic
|
The fairies are dancing all over the world
In the dreams of the President
they are dancing
although he dares not mention this at cabinet meetings
In the baby blood of the brandnew
they are dancing O most rapturously
and over the graves of the fathers and mothers
who are dead
and around the heads of the mothers and fathers who are not dead
in celebration of the sons and daughters
they've given the earth
The fairies are dancing in the paws and muzzles
of dogs larking in the broad field next to the church
The fairies have always danced in the blood of the untamed
in the muscular horned goat
and the shining snake
in the blood of Henry Thoreau
and most certainly Emily Dickinson
And they skip in the blood of the marine recruit
in his barracks at night
his bones aching with fatigue and loneliness
and pure dreams of women
and his goodbuddy in the next bunk
They are most lovely in the eyes of the black kid
trucking in front of the jukebox
at the local pizzeria
more timorous in the eyes of his white friend
whose hips are a bit more calcified
with hereditary denunciation of the fairies
May the fairies swivel his hips
On sap green evenings in early summer
the fairies danced under the moon in country places
danced among native american teepees
and hung in the rough hair of buffalos racing across the prairies
and are dancing still
most hidden
and everywhere
in some, only in the eyes
in others a reach of the arm
a sudden yelp of joy
reveals their presence
The fairies are dancing from coast to coast
all over deadmiddle America
they're bumping and grinding on the Kremlin walls
the tap of their feet is eroding all the walls
all over the world as they dance
In the way of the western world
the fairies' dance has become small
a bleating, crabbed jerkiness
but there for all that,
a bit of healthy green in the dead wood
that spreads an invisible green fire
around and around the globe
encircling it in its dance
of intimacy with the secret of all living things
The fairies are dancing even in the Pope's nose
and in the heart of the most stubborn macho
who will not and will not
and the fairies will
most insistently
because he will not
In the Pentagon the fairies are dancing
under the scrambled egg hats
of those who see no reason why youths should live to old age
The fairies bide their time and wait
They dance in invisible circlets of joy
around and around and over the planet
they are the green rings unseen by spaceships
their breath is the earth of the first spring evening
They explode in the black buds of deadwood winter
Welcome them with open arms
They are allies courting in the bloodstream
welcome them and dance with them
- Michael Rumaker
Gay Sunshine
Like immortal cells growing in a dish
the alien swans multiply beyond our wish
for silent beauty. And the buried day rises as a dream—
how to kill the mute swans its theme,
one Tchaikovsky never penned,
is now debated in shore side bars and fens
by oystermen who lift their glasses
in sad farewell to black skimmers and underwater grasses;
they mourn the native tundra swan
and the least tern before it too is gone,
and if alien beauty must be trapped or shot
or poisoned, its nested eggs addled not
to hatch, they're willing to concede
how often beauty breeds dark necessity.
--Michael Salcman, Raritan
DR. WILLIAMS DELIVERS A BABY
Dr. Williams was making his rounds:
one dilapidated house, then another,
powdered oxygen on the aluminum siding,
brown shingles on the roofs.
In between visits, he'd sit in his car
a notebook on his lap and arrange words—
instruments on a surgical tray—
uterine sounds blunt as tire-irons,
scalpels sharper than paper.
Often a cry from within the house
would bring him running past its yard,
past a tomato plant or wheelbarrow or red hen,
things he took in as he sprang
up the porch steps, hoping the family
was already in the parlor, had put the kettle on,
had found clean towels and disinfectant
to swab the wound or welcome the crowning head.
He put down his old-fashioned doctor's bag,
a satchel peaked like a dormer at both ends,
his initials stamped in gold, long ago faded,
and took off his wool overcoat. Tonight,
he noted the burdened book shelves,
responsible chair, the goose-necked reading lamp,
the desk loaded with papers, writing tools
and a folding pince-nez: the father
was a professor or writer of some degree,
who could afford both coal and electric.
He suspected they were Jewish, the mother
of German ancestry, the father Sephardic—
but had no reason to know. In truth
he had only a cursory familiarity with their tribe
and knew no Hebrew. But the mother's cry?
Soon, it was going to be soon. He timed her pain
until a dark spot between her labia grew
and it was time to prep and drape her;
then he encouraged the head with a gloved hand
turned the shoulders and delivered the rest.
Dr. Williams told the father it looked like a writer,
this noisy boy, vigorous and exploring.
They would name him Allen.
--Michael Salcman, Harvard Review
CLEARING THE BRAMBLES
In Old Saybrook, the braided trunks of cedars
shade my Father's face, his legs askew
with the effort of carting lawn chairs to where we wait,
his gravitational platform deserting his desire
to play the host still going strong at ninety-five.
Drinks in our hands we drowse in the sun;
I watch him snatch at sleep like a cat,
gone and back in minutes, his neurons sputtering lamps
decades past the use-by date of his brain.
His nose twitches with the sun, its light flickers
in the maples and birches, rouses swarms of flies and gnats.
Later, my Father and I put seed in the birder
but no cardinals come.
He gets up to work the brambles, pulling up branches
and straggling creepers, snapping them in two
on his knee. He's clearing this field for someone to sell to.
--Michael Salcman, The Ontario Review
In the memory of a street corner
Where their bodies floated
In rain and slid further out
Over their own voices, she held
His hand now under the park trees,
And lifted it into the dark
Where her nipples hardened. He met them
Like a pilgrim in happy embarrassment
For having arrived. They kissed
For an hour, she reported,
And both of them, like chalk on the sidewalk
To the swans, disappeared. She said the trucks
In traffic after that were like toys,
Boy toys and the tarmac under them,
A conveyor belt, so you’d think some god-
Foreman was in control. She had been abducted
By aliens, she said next, with a stoop
In her back, examining insects,
And she didn’t know it until then,
Until the ants had carried off the gob
Of red jelly dropped from her toast
Onto the ground. No one needs permission
Anymore, she said. They’ll freeze your face,
And your eyes like hailstones will fall out
Of their sockets into their palms. You’ll tread
The wind like a steamboat in the trees
And suddenly there will be a hand on your breast
Where the world’s loss used to be.
-Jeannine Savard
The Denver Quarterly
The Way Faring Tree
(in memory of Georgia O’Keeffe)
I thought the whole dream, an accidental find,
a very private woman behind a cattle fence
on Ghost Ranch whispering “You’re over-dressed.”
I follow her into the all-night diner
on the highway near Taos. She wears a long turquoise
shawl and silver boots passing
into gold. I’m wearing “the dress of seven
joys and eleven sorrows.” Floppy eggs
on black handled forks are freeze-framed
before our mouths. On the outside edge
of this photograph, her mouth opens
like the gigantic flower she painted under
the full lip of a quarter moon. Robber frogs
barking on the riverbank join the laughter
spinning on the café stools. It is hard
like brutish boys throwing rocks
at the girls’ ankles as they pedal home.
Everyone she holds up to the neon
steer sign is obsidian, an Apache tear
with an invisible hinge rising on one side:
They are
all heart opening. At some point
someone must have cranked open a window,
the wind
practicing through a pitch pipe the size of
a rain stick. Swaddled into white bark
she peeled off a birch at the edge of
Lake George one summer, my body
lies as small as a cat’s she can carry
on her backbones to the tree, this woman
I’ve never met face-to-face. I see now
I am
the script we are
approaching: woman, lake, desert, tree.
-Jeannine Savard
Quarterly West
Advance of the Stranger
At dusk, a semi-nude will be walking
as if resolved, as if on his way to hog heaven
but not without first making you look
at the redness of his red breasts under
the blackness of his black chest hair ––And,
you’ll do it twice before you roll your vision back.
You’re being broken down eight ways to Friday
by Buff Rule, Tuft Luck:
it’s Common Sense who suppresses the growl
for the rule he does not follow. The practical High-Tops &
braided belt he’s wearing won’t assuage her forever.
Daddy’s Little Pole Cat is fractious-ready for
the red pepper spray with the tricky release
tucked inside her slicker pocket.
Sophistica-Poetica wants to contemplate the guy as
she would a ship lit up at night, emerald
floating inside its matrix, impermanent erratic
on the horizon.
Grandma S., with the scorched nail
of her right thumb, crosses the notch
running straight-up the middle of her brow,
looks both ways, and traverses the street
like some elite, world class skier.
Dog-Philo hooked to a leash, barks under
the splotch of her nose, scopes the stranger’s burl
and belly-fur, then tugs out of the late afternoon
a sky-blue ribbon.
It’s the No-Mess Chemist though who understands,
just having poured henna and a warm quart
of beer over her head, who’d never be the one
to abandon, always caught in a gust
like powder for love. She’d never walk
ankle-deep through puddles, but underneath it all
she knows she’s winged––would
die for nothing.
Memory’s Messenger coughs out the last
congested slug of air, a 12th century proverb
about a man’s being proud
as a mountain in labor, but giving birth finally
to an adorable laughable mouse.
It is again––Ms. Augustine––on her rounds,
renewing, opening to God outside of time.
She’s thinking All the numbers have gone eternal,
only the cages children chalked on the sidewalk
remain.
She’s thinking Good thing I’m thinking. . .
I’ll loosen that leash a little,
let Groper Boy see below
Philo’s pink gums, let her lip’s curl be that
— he doesn’t have a prayer.
- Jeannine Savard
Hayden’s Ferry Review
we tell stories, build
from fragments of our lives
maps to guide us to each other.
We make collages of the way
it might have been
had it been as we remembered,
as we think perhaps it was,
tallying in our middle age
diminishing returns.
Last night the lake was still;
all along the shoreline
bright pencil marks of light, and
children in the dark canoe pleading
"Tell us scary stories."
Fingers trailing in the water,
I said someone I loved who died
told me in a dream
to not be lonely, told me
not to ever be afraid.
And they were silent, the children,
listening to the water
lick the sides of the canoe.
It's what we love the most
can make us most afraid, can make us
for the first time understand
how we are rocking in a dark boat on the water,
taking the long way home.
-Pat Schneider
Nomad and Storytelling Journal
TWO THOUSAND DEATHS
Rain pounds New England,
lashes trees. The news.
The children of the poor. The wind
that brings the rain, tail end
of hurricane. The news. Two thousand.
My basement is flooded. Rivers
run to the sea.
A crow commands in early light.
This earth is angry. Hurricane.
The slain are from the poorest states.
A cardinal chirps a clear and delicate word.
Indian reservations. The deep south.
Vermont.
The rich man asked my mother,
Why do you want her to get an education?
Who will run the laundries?
Rain pounds the great spruce tree
beside my window at home.
The president’s mother offered consolation:
the people of New Orleans, she said,
were so poor, they are better off as refugees.
Besides, without them, who will fight our wars?
It is the children of the poor we send
to kill the children of the poor.
Still the mountains. Still the rivers.
An iron moving on freshly washed cotton
smells sweet.
“We will not rest or tire
Until the war . . . is won.”
G.W. Bush, October 26, 2005
-Pat Schneider
North Dakota Quarterly
.
.
.
ABOUT, AMONG OTHER THINGS, GOD
.
Come.
The primrose blooms in the garden.
The mourning dove calls in the sycamore tree.
Rain on the sill of the window,
sounds of every kind of weather
are sweet in this old house.
Come.
.
In the pantry, jars of beans,
lentils, sunflower seeds. Sesame. Jars
of preserves, small cans
of spices stand in rows.
.
It is here.
.
A woman stands in the doorway
and calls. Her apron bleached from washings
and from hanging in the sun. Behind her,
through the doorway, the house
is dark and cool, and the word
that she calls into the late afternoon,
into the shadows gathering under the lilacs,
into the long, long shadow of the sycamore tree
is come.
Come home.
.
-Pat Schneider
Colorado State Review
for Gracie Allen, 1906-1964
"Almost everything I know today I learned by listening to
myself when I
was talking about things I didn't understand."
"Mrs. Burns, I love that zany character of yours."
"So do I, or else I wouldn't have married him."
"You mean you understand it?"
"Well, of course! When I misunderstand what you say, I always
know
what you're talking about."
Home very late
from a Hollywood party, George and Gracie
can hear their
phone ringing, but can't find the key
to get in. George
is vexed, and tired, but Gracie is dying
to wake Blanche
Morton next door and gossip about dancing
with Gary Cooper:
"His belt buckle ruined my gardenia!"
Soon the Mortons
are locked out ("Gracie, did you close
the door?" "No,
but I will!"); the locksmith's tools locked in
(will his jealous
new wife ever believe this?); and the
phone never stops
. . . Day breaks, and George breaks in
through a window.
"I've got a wonderful idea," he announces.
"From now on,
we'll leave a door-key under the mat." "But I
put one there
months ago," Gracie argues, "and we couldn't
get in last
night." The telephone again: who's been trying
to get through?
"Gracie, who was on the phone?" "I was."
***
"It's not a matter of whether I'm right or wrong
- it's a matter
of principle."
"Men are so deceitful. They look you right in the eye
while they're doing
things behind your back."
"Don't rush me. It isn't easy to make up the truth."
Ronnie's dying
for a part in a new play whose famous author
is fascinated by
Gracie; but the only role still open is intended
for a middle-aged
actress, sole support of her widowed mother . . .
"I'm a widow
too," Gracie fibs, "and Ronnie supports me!" Smitten,
the playwright
invites her to dine in his room. "My husband died
in a shipwreck,"
she embroiders, "on our honeymoon." "Lucky
you survived!"
"Oh, I wasn't there." In breezes Ronnie,
and asks for
"Dad." Gracie (thinking fast): "He can never forget
his father."
Playwright (bewildered): "But he never knew him."
Gracie
(triumphant): "If he knew him, he'd forget him!" Enter
"the Widow
Morton" with Ronnie's long-lost father, to unravel
Gracie's tangled
web . . . Blushing, the playwright offers Ronnie a part;
Ronnie's in
heaven; Gracie's forgiven; the playwright, like George
himself, resigned
to applaud her irresistible assassinations.
***
"I may not be here long."
"Where are you going?"
"Oh, don't I wish I knew!"
"I didn't think people felt this wonderful when they were
going. But, then
again, this is the first time I've gone."
"If you ask me a question and I don't answer, don't be
nervous. Just take
your hats off."
. . . how casually we treated Gracie's illness.
Those pills made me feel very
secure. I figured we could go on this way year after year - it never
entered
my mind that anything would change it. Then one
evening Gracie had another
one of her attacks. I gave her the pill, we held
on to each other - but this time
it didn't work. When the pain continued, I called
Dr. Kennamer, and they
rushed Gracie to the hospital. . . . Two hours
later Gracie was gone.
"He's crazy about
dancing. His new wife has got to be a
very good
dancer." Gracie thinks she's dying--having opened
by mistake Harry
von Zell's telegram meant to save George
from a weekend
seasick on his sponsor's yacht: EXAMINED YOUR
WIFE CONDITION
SERIOUS URGE YOU DO NOT LEAVE HER . . . "I'm a
very sick woman,
but my health is so good, I didn't even know it!"
She's had three
agencies send over their most attractive
candidates to
replace "the late Mrs. Burns": "Sounds like it
won't be easy to
fill her shoes." "What size do you wear?"
"How old was she
when she passed on?" "Well, I'd rather not say -
she hasn't passed
on far enough for that." George, however,
has already
chosen his next wife, who- relieved, reprieved -
would rather
George hadn't explained: "It's such a letdown. After
this, how can I
be gay about an ordinary thing like living?"
Lloyd
Schwartz
Grand Street
LEAVES
1
Every October it becomes important, no, necessary
to see the leaves turning, to be surrounded
by leaves turning; it's not just the symbolism,
to confront in the death of the year your death,
one blazing farewell appearance, though the irony
isn't lost on you that nature is most seductive
when it's about to die, flaunting the dazzle of its
incipient exit, an ending that at least so far
the effects of human progress (pollution, acid rain)
have not yet frightened you enough to make you believe
is real; that is, you know this ending is a deception
because of course nature is always renewing itself
-
the trees don't die, they just
pretend,
go out in style, and return in style: a new
style.
2
Is it deliberate how far they make you go
especially if you live in the city to get far
enough away from home to see not just trees
but only trees? The boring highways, roadsigns, high
speeds, 10-axle trucks passing you as if they were
in an even greater hurry than you to look at leaves:
so you drive in terror for literal hours and it looks
like rain, or snow, but it's probably just
clouds
(too cloudy to see any color?) and you wonder,
given the poverty of your memory, which road had the
most color last year, but it doesn't matter since
you're probably too late anyway, or too early
-
whichever road you take will be the wrong one
and you've probably come all this way for
nothing.
3
You'll be driving along depressed when suddenly
a cloud will move and the sun will muscle through
and ignite the hills. It may not last. Probably
won't last. But for a moment the whole world
comes to. Wakes up. Proves it lives. It lives
-
red, yellow, orange, brown, russet, ocher,
vermilion,
gold.
Flame and rust. Flame and rust, the permutations
of burning. You're on fire. Your eyes are on fire.
It won't last, you don't want it to last. You
can't stand any more. But you don't want it to stop.
It's what you've come for. It's what you'll
come back for. It won't stay with you, but you'll
remember that it felt like nothing else you've
felt
or something you've felt that also didn't last.
Lloyd Schwartz
New
Republic
SIX WORDS
yes
no
maybe
sometimes
always
never
Never?
Yes.
Always?
No.
Sometimes?
Maybe-
maybe
never
sometimes.
Yes--
no
always:
always
maybe.
No--
never
yes.
Sometimes,
sometimes
(always)
yes.
Maybe
never . . .
No,
no--
sometimes.
Never.
Always?
Maybe.
Yes--
yes no
maybe sometimes
always never.
-Lloyd Schwartz
Ploughshares
Unexpected, this Connecticut day melting
winter, seasons still locked in the ground.
False Spring, my neighbor calls out to me
as I watch him rebuild our boundary wall,
bind the land with thriftiness of line. The top
is already spilling over into the dirt; flat rocks
bend down as if yearning to avalanche.
Rehearsed in lifting gravity, realizing that
earth does not repent, then cast out stones,
he points out boulders that his numbed hands
will pry. We can see there is no final resting,
that our spring ritual is just like putting out
a leaking pan to catch rain water for my hair.
Knowing I'm no Robert Frost, my neighbor
is my friend because he takes me, my poetry
seriously. It's my job to watch, to comment,
maybe find a metaphor. Never one to shirk duty,
aware of what I will provoke in him, I offer,
Odd, the tension in unhewn, unmarked stone.
Sure enough, he stops wedging pieces of granite
that are worn to pink, not speckled in gray
like the photograph his uncle took of his father
standing by the base of the Statue of Liberty.
My neighbor never tires of pulling the picture
from his wallet and talking about the statue,
how its foundation is built of our same pink
Stony Creek granite. His grandfather quarried it
in Branford, blasting sections to cut for engineers
with their charts that were fortification against
frost that heaves the earth. Tired out from
all the work, I decide to leave my neighbor here.
In the morning, I'll ask him how he would describe
our wall when muffled in snow or fringed in grass.
Sunset is the good hour for him, spent watching
red tailed hawks float, never measuring days
in hours taken to tie stalks of corn as my father did.
I used to watch Daddy gaze skyward, appearing
to measure Howe Valley fields out of his reach.
I wonder if after all my father was like me, was
looking for stones, for a light to guide him through.
-Vivian Shipley
Paterson Literary Review.
In my aquarium the fish went round
and round—kissing fish and clown fish
and something else very blue with a mouth
grimmer than Grandfather’s, whom we could
offend without knowing. Then no amount
of running next door to beg through the locked screen,
what did I do? would help. No amount of
saying sorry, always stammering on the first
snakelike S sizzling into frayed rope.
No amount of whistling to our dog Ruff
would make him stay and not race across fields
as if running were breathing to him.
But we wanted to fondle and smooch,
to throw sticks and have him fetch them right back.
We chained him up because we loved him.
Grandfather must have felt this way about
whatever was inside his head he never let out,
his long list of reasons to be bitter,
that gene he fattened and passed on
to three generations, which probably was
passed on to him, locked midway in the chain,
since his own father caught an infection
from a horse and died just days after
conceiving him. Plant matter to coal, coal
to diamond—things pressed down long enough
turn hard, then a grownup finds them precious
and snarls or hisses when you get close.
I really thought if I stood outside and stared
till I saw the exact moment the streetlight
came on, my dog would speak, my fish would
let me hold his golden fin-flutter to my lips,
and my own dead father would step out from
the vanishing point at the end of our street.
It was winter, so what I got was frostbite
and a weeping mother bathing my hands
in pans of cool water. Still, I wonder,
what if we could reel through our memories
of childhood to the exact moment before
the salt went into the wound, that moment
of pure perception before the hardening began?
Leaning from her arms to hand an apple
to a horse’s brown teeth and velvet nose,
laughing at its warm breath—“Little Miracle”
my grandfather was then, child number ten,
birthed out of his mother’s long black clothes.
-Betsy Sholl
Crab Orchard Review
LULLABY IN BLUE
Now the child takes her first journey
through the inner blue world of her mother’s body,
blue veins, blue eyes, frail petal lids.
Beyond that unborn brackish world so deep
it will be felt forever as longing, a dream
of blue notes plucked from memory’s guitar,
the wind blows indigo shadows under streetlights,
clouds crowd the moon and bear down on the limbs
of a blue spruce. The child’s head appears,
midnight pond, weedy and glistening.
It draws back, reluctant to leave its first home.
Blue catch in the back of the mother’s throat,
ferocious bruise of a growl, and out slides
the iridescent body—fish-slippery
in her father’s hands, plucked from water
into such thin densities of air,
her arms and tiny hands stutter and flail,
till he places her on her mother’s body,
then cuts the smoky cord, releasing her
into this world, its cold harbor below
where a blue caul of shrink-wrap covers
each boat gestating on the winter shore.
Child, the world comes in twos, above and below,
visible and unseen. Inside your mother’s croon
there’s the hum of an old man tapping his foot
on a porch floor, his instrument made from one
string nailed to a wall, as if anything
can be turned into song, always what is
and what is longed for. Against the window
the electric blue of cop lights signals
somebody’s bad news, and a lone man walks
through the street, his guitar sealed in dark plush.
Child, from this world now you will draw your breath
and let out your moth flutter of blue sighs.
Now your mother will listen for each one,
alert enough to hear snow starting to flake
from the sky, bay water beginning to freeze.
Sleep now, little shadow, as your first world
still flickers across your face, that other side
where all was given and nothing desired.
Soon enough you’ll want milk, want faces, hands,
heartbeats and voices singing in your ear.
Soon the world will amaze you, and you
will give back its bird-warble, its dove call,
singing that blue note which deepens the song,
that longing for what no one can recall,
your small night cry roused from the wholeness
you carry into this broken world.
-Betsy Sholl
Green Mountains Review
NIGHT VISION
I thought city hall might be blown up, but not my street.
The bombs are smart, they can tell what’s residential,
can find a building at night after its workers have gone,
just papers left to fly out of steel cages, wheeling like gulls,
only silent, no rusty hinge, no old fan belt of a cry.
I thought the courthouse’s wood panels might be curled
by the heat, names of accused and accuser mingled in ash.
Maybe the police station, chunks of concrete collapsing
on the garage full of confiscated cars, thin plumes
of smoke rising through skeletal beams.
But not my street with its flower baskets,
its seven schools, two pizza shops, its butcher
selling gourmet food, its shoe repairs, its sewing shop
run by two Koreans. I didn’t expect to see
lawns seared, porches charred, windows blown out,
our family portraits scattered on the street in pools
of water from the firefighters’ anxious dousing.
I didn’t expect people wailing, shaking their fists,
bent over limp children who’d been walking to school.
But I was wrong, wrong. None of this happened,
not here on this street, not downtown. None of it
occurred anywhere outside the green night lens
of my own troubled sleep’s lit-up synapses,
my foolish dream which couldn’t tell fear from truth,
could not distinguish between here there us them.
-Betsy Sholl
Chautauqua Review
Even at her funeral they want to talk about him.
All sorrows can be borne if we put them in a story.
But those pears, honey, those pears were real sweet.
All sorrows can be borne if we put them in a story.
Without them is the rest of my life.
All sorrows can be borne if we put them in a story.
Under this wallpaper of willow leaves and birds
is another one with loops of small roses.
Under the yellow roses is lumber that was timber,
a stand of burr oak, maple or pine felled by an ax
that was ore deep in the earth before smelting.
That was ore deep in the earth before smelting.
Photographs fade to a sepia wash.
Still she tells who sat with Aunt Anna
on the front steps in Omaha, Did you get
what you wanted?, who moved West and never wrote again,
who waltzed with Isaac and did you get what you wanted
from this life, even so?
My body split open. And lava flowed?
I became a trellis. With tangled vines?
My mother wrapped herself in wind?
Twice I clambered up on the silver table.
The new moon lay in the old moon’s arms.
The whole point of composing is to sound inevitable.
For italicized lines, attribution to Isek Dinesen,
Kate Barnes, Raymond Carver, Aaron Copland
-Maxine Silverman
-Earth’s Daughters
Morning, Possum
On the road last night the possum
lay, feet drawn up and freshly red, blood
in a staggered ribbon from the open mouth.
What could we say,
my son and I, what should I, on our way to evening chores?
We trained our lights along bristled fur, slender pointing tail,
teeth sharp as a saw's blade.
Dawn, and she still lay there,
perfect in her early morning repose. Somehow no animal
had found her yet, no tire tracked her blood.
Walking to the river I brushed past hedges all branch and twigs.
A thorn snagged my sleeve, and wind.
Light etched clouds from the darkness over the water,
and on the rise of the far hill, each tree a dark rose on its stem.
All morning my mind returned
to the possum. I remembered the poem about a stillborn cat,
the one eye looking back into his own marvelous body,
laid to rest in a summer field,
and the one about fox bones restored to the woods.
Crow touched down and dipped his beak into possum's mouth,
the last sounds wrapped in her tongue.
Bending, and shy, I pulled thick gloves from my pockets,
draped burlap over and under,
carried possum where earth was opened intimately
and leaves had fallen to cover her up.
This story is not a book unleashing war
to free slaves. Those words come few, and far between.
But for the kitten, the fox and the crow,
for my son and the animals we were
on our way to feed, I carried a possum
to some willows rimming a pond, and buried her. Today,
the year's smallest, was given to me for this and no more,
and these words to tell time by,
though the crow didn't like me much, nor the grackle.
-Maxine Silverman
Nimrod
A Comfort Spell
I
My father’s teeth gap slightly.
Easy to spit seeds,
a natural grace.
II
“Pa,” I write, “I’m low.”
“Better soon,” he swears. “Soon. Soon.
You’re talkin to one who knows.”
Lord, it’s nearly time. October.
He’ll pick some leaves off our sugar maples,
pressed, send them to New York .
Flat dry leaves,
and rusty rich.
Pa stays in Missouri ,
bets the underdog each tv game,
and the home team, there or away.
“Lord,” he wistles through his teeth,
“that boy’s a runnin fool. Mercy me.”
He names himself:
Patrick O’Silverman,
one of the fightinest!”
Melancholy crowds him spring and fall,
regular
seasonal despair,
his brain shocked, his smile fraught with prayer.
I offer what remains of my childhood.
I offer up this comfort spell.
Whoever you are, run in nearly morning
to the center of the park.
There, rooted in the season,
maples send out flame.
Gather you to the river the furious leaf.
Mercy
Mercy Buck Up
Mercy Me
Mercy
Mercy Buck Up
Mercy Me
“Pa,” I call, “what’s new?”
“Nothin much. We’re gettin on.”
“Pa,” I sing, “your leaves came today.”
“Oh Maggie,” he cries, “just want
to share the fall.”
-Maxine Silverman
-Pushcart Prize III
The sun rose, red as a welt
over the charred brick
facade of a ruined mill,
its windows gaping like eye sockets
above a business district
that would be rebuilt to take in
my great-grandfather from Bavaria,
who was swept up, black hat in hands,
at the unveiling of Robert E. Lee's statue.
He put a Rebel flag in his lapel
to trade with the wounded and the proud
until the Depression spit out his business,
sent him off the third-story balcony,
and my grandfather, shame-faced,
to the tobacco factory, suffocating humidity,
his breath an ember in his throat.
My mother stirred rationed sugar
into her tea—the bag always re-used—
with monogrammed silver spoons.
At my school, Afros bloomed
like strange mushrooms around me—
get lost, white girl,
in the asphalt heat on the playground;
keep going past the camellia bushes
in my mother's yard overgrown,
at supper every night, her face like concrete;
across the Huguenot Bridge, the metal railing where I fell
in love with the roar and vertigo of the James River;
the dance hall where I skulked in the raucousness
after my boyfriend left, wandered Broad Street,
chicken and ribs joints, vacant
lots where I wove through cones in driver's ed
until I learned enough to speed
away, camshaft churning everything
slammed inside
my car heading north.
-CLARA SILVERSTEIN
Blackbird
Wednesday Oct. 3rd, 1849
all liquored up
and dragged
(Crane guesses)
retching through Baltimore
polling place to polling place
to Ryan's 4th Ward,
each time a different
dead man, with
his semblance of a life,
and each time
under another name
this same sad man
dying those deaths
became
a whole gang of votes:
this sorry man
jingle man
this haunting
genius of American letters
-James Scully
Apollo Helmet
Curbstone Press
THERE IS NO TRUTH TO THE RUMOR
there is no truth to the rumor
the Constitution's
a goddamned piece of paper
it's not vegetable, but animal
dressed as parchment--
invented in Pergamon
in not yet Turkey
3rd century BCE
when the papyrus ran out
Ionian Greeks called sheets of it
diphtherai, or 'skins'
by the time of Herodotus
writing on skins was common
Assyrians and Babylonians
in what for now is called Iraq
were already writing on skins
writing and rewriting
past traces of earlier writing
on recycled skins
they'd scrubbed and scoured
they wrote what they believed
mattered
on something meant to last
rabbinic books weren't books
but scrolls of parchment, as
were, later, early Islamic texts
great civilizations as living cultures
writing themselves on skin
writing rewriting
laws, histories, religions, all
on cured skin: split
sheepskin, goatskin, cowhide,
horsehide, squirrel and rabbit
aborted calf fetuses
hairless through and through
as is the skin of angels
would be reserved
for especially precious stuff
yet regardless of grade, without exception,
skin being mostly collagen,
the water in ink or paint
would melt it slightly
creating a raised bed for the writing
like welts on a body
showing what's been done to it
even today, to write on parchment
or color it
the tiniest bit watery
is to bring all this doing up
each writing a rewriting
overwriting the life of skin
so if its breath is gone, its muscles
having lost all sense of purpose
bereft of heart and liver, still
in the heat and humidity
of human and meteorological exertion
it buckles, shifts, sweats and squirms
uplifting a little,
like from a death bed,
giving lie to the rumor
the Constitution is a piece of paper
damned or not
because, even dead, it will let us know
this was a living matter
that was being painted up, written off on
chewed by dogs and lied over
--James Scully
Logos
DONATELLO'S VERSION
1
is unexpected:
the boy David
shamelessly naked,
one adorable leg
cocked at the knee
nonchalant
vulnerable
soft-bodied
a true killer
he wears his helmet
like a bonnet,
its pointy peak
garlanded with laurel leaves
2
the kid's a winner
little penis
big sword
standing astride
the craggy winged
head of the giant, Goliath
3
Goliath's head is peaceful,
his death like any death
is restful, untroubled
by desire or regret
4
David's skin glistens, obscurely
under a patina of melancholy
what's wrong with him
he should be dancing up and down
with joy
5
poor David
the good guy
victory is the worst thing
that could befall him
6
in the glass of his great victory,
through the loathsome mist
of world weariness
he sees himself
becoming King David
7
sees strings of victory
twining into distance
with strings of defeat
how he will conquer
and flee
how puff himself up
to hide
how he will dance around the sociopathic Saul
how marry, sire, beget
betrayals, adulteries,
murders, torture
prisoners raked
through the brick kiln
a weakness for poetry
will have him writing psalms
again and again—
for all he has won
by this great victory
is his own disaster:
his family, his kingdom, his people
tearing apart and apart
8
he will go through life
eating flesh by the fistful
choking on shadows
9
in the improbable blood
of his great victory
he sees all this
and is famished
-James Scully
North Dakota Quarterly
From a deep well, pumped through polyvinyl and copper pipe, then out a faucet
Disrobing, you draw a bath, soap every round and crevice, lean back, cleared of forethought
From an earthwork catchment a half day’s walk from the aqal. Fill two bladders stitched of skins, pack them on the camel
After sex, the ritual cleansing—the dipper, the shallow bowl. Left hand wets a cloth and runs it over the rip in the stitched vagina
Gift of light, finger of wind and palm of gravity. In the song about water you are singing a song about water
The last infrastructure frontier for private investors
In the convoy escaping the city fifteen women came into labor at once. There was no water for the midwife to wash her hands. There was no water to wet the women’s lips. What can assuage the terrible thirst of the women? They left the ground beneath the galool tree covered with membrane and placenta
Discontinuities are likely. We will be well positioned to profit even more significantly when they occur
In the camp, there was no water to wash our clothes. The bandits entered. The shame of semen is ever in my nostrils
Water carried the house downstream. The flood was steel brown and thunderous. No one could stay away. It was like seeing blood coursing through the arteries of God
Sliding down the throat, cooling the tube of the esophagus. A small wave arriving in the stomach’s pool
Lee Sharkey
The Pinch
Earth come of lullaby of earth
Covered in ferns, the fertile sori dark against fronds
Punctuated by sisal and acacia. Long roots spread horizontal veins across the surface
Owned, unownable and whose to know
Young man, who are you shooting at?
The figure that moves across it, stipe and blade brushing her shins
Teeming with micropresence
Me? for there is no enemy in sight
Though Eloquence, you say, is a vice in women, I am no camel and I will speak
We labor to bring forth
Dig out the long, fist-thick galool root and plant both ends, the perfect arc between
This is the vault of her vessel
Home’s body, rubbing wool to flesh
Earth supplies everything that goes into it
Ribs of galool, sisal stripped, dried, pounded, shining women woven mats longer than bridal trains the house’s skin. A woman is valued by her mats
Skins are her trousseau. A woman is valued by the smoothness of her skins
The house a body, portable, a turtle shell and all that seethes within
Birth fluids should be spilled where blood has spilled, you say, trading our girls as wives
Though the breast that contains milk cannot, you say, contain intelligence, my lullaby will tell the truth
I have tasted the comfort of home again. Don’t drive me off on fear’s caravansary
The vulture has already circled my bones and the bones of my children, tucking its wings
White for anger, white for sorrow. We tied white bands around our heads
Lee Sharkey
A Darker, Sweeter String
Living as a wild thing
It is here, in the Republic of the Imagination, that we are most humane.
—Azar Nafisi, “The Stuff that Dreams Are Made Of”
Listening to Brahms, riding out on the strings, I realize that war has become the landscape of my imagination and ask, what if I withdraw that recognition
In the name of the raven—(c)rraugh—who occupies the sky
In the name of those who have passed into the thickness of thought, that we wear like a hood and mantle
In the name of the pine duff and the green stars that feed on our remains
It’s raining in Teheran. Crackety crack go the drops on the skylights. A student is lying in bed listening to rain’s language, thinking how, like a lover, it disinters the mind
In Teheran, when people wish to empty their hearts they turn to poetry
And swallows will lay eggs / in the hollows of my ink-stained hands
Come, come, whoever you are. / Wonderer, worshipper, lover of leaving
In love with a wild thing. In love with a face and the secrets it covers
A student plays Brahms through the crescendo/decrescendo of sirens
A bow waves like an épée over the belly of a cello
All winter, snow falls on Teheran, whitening the grey city, lightening the student’s steps
The violin bow is a strand of mercury drawn down ever so slowly until the last of it rests on the string. I hold my breath while the aftertone condenses to a silver bead
Lee Sharkey
A Darker, Sweeter String
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I was in a car with David Letterman when he quite
unexpectedly proposed marriage. He did it in that offhand, ironic, deadpan,
winning way of his, but I could see that he was serious. "Well, all right, I
guess," I said. "But," I added in afterthought, "I'm not gay, and I didn't think
you were either." David took a puff of his cigar and assured me that he was not
gay, and that he chose me partially because I wasn't gay. And that, he said, his
voice rising excitedly, was the beauty of it! When the news was released, the
media would surely portray us as pioneering heros: two men who, even though
straight, chose to marry each other. The show's ratings would go through the
roof. David would suddenly become the most admired celebrity in the world,
immune to criticism. And the fact that he was marrying, not a Hollywood type,
but a nobody, would only add to his luster. Here he turned to me and apologized,
"For that nobody thing — Sorry." I told him it was all right; I was a nobody.
We were stopped at a light, and when I looked around I saw that all the other
cars were being driven by animals of some kind — a moose eyed me morosely from
the wheel of a Hummer to our right, an Emperor Penguin stood upright in the P.T.
Cruiser windshield behind us, and so on. "David," I began, hesitantly, "Will
we…will we sleep in the same bed?" There was a horrible screech as tires gnawed
asphalt and David wove, needle-like, through traffic, finally lurching to a halt
amid dust and flung gravel on the shoulder. He turned his large, red face to me.
"Don't you ever," he said, "speak such filth in my car — my beautiful car —
again." "Ok, ok, ok," I said. "Take a chill pill, jeez." Back in the flow of
traffic it was very quiet, and I had time to meditate on several pressing
issues, such as: Had I been wrong to say yes so quickly? And: This universe is
strange and fleeting, but is it really that much more so than the one I call my
life? And: That orangutan, the one in the silver Jetta, did he or did he not
just give us the finger?
-JEFFREY
SKINNER
The White Shoe Irregular.
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Whistler needs no one to sit for him now.
He is finished with portraits, with people.
Finished with nocturnes too, soft edges,
the muted light of a coastal fogscape.
He needs surprise. He wants to be outside
with a panel of wood, a thumb box of colors
and brushes, and nothing to hold him in place.
Bring on the war of sea and shore, clouds
blown apart. Autumn daylight like a shock
to the heart stirs him to life. He is after
the spontaneity of a breaker turned back
on itself. What is a whitecap but a stroke
of wind on wave, the Lord's own breath
in a flash of foam? Away too long from storm,
from the sea's surge, he feels himself awaken
before the horizon's shifting form, where time
itself is visible to the naked eye, where a ship
caught in a trough struggles to right itself.
-Floyd Skloot
The Southern Review
Uncle Grossman quotes the Greeks
and the gods
and says the Great One knows when
a feather
falls to a field, then he clears
his throat
with the sound of a brake yanked
into place.
Grossman, our childless nuncle,
bumps
his avuncular head hard against
the bird feeder.
As seed fills his fedoras rim, he
says,
Pain makes a world that would
not exist
except for pain. On the
way to dinner,
Uncle Grossman describes his
current loves,
a woman with five bulldogs, and
the nurse
who sneaks him endless xanax.
Life is comic, he says, and
life is tragic.
Uncle G. orders his favorite dish,
Veal P.,
but does not recommend it.
Although our uncle has not been
born again,
he booms with the strength of the
just born
against white chocolate, the
rosary,
and Galileos fate. When a small
nephew
asks us to drive faster, his uncle
states,
No matter how many cars you
pass,
you cannot pass the car ahead
of you.
Its a rainy evening when we see
him to the bus.
The long aisle of windows steams,
and we wave goodbye to Uncle
Grossman
through the little circle of
clarity
he keeps rubbing clean with the
heel of his fist.
-John
Skoyles
The Atlantic Monthly
I DREAMT I WENT TO HELL WITH
CHARLES SCHWAB
He promised me a sail on his Swan
but off the bay
he steered wrong
and soon we faced a fork
swung by the Dark One.
Charles had the tender jowls
of a new senator,
no rent worries ever pitched
their tents there,
packed up, pitched again.
The greasy, dented cheeks of Satan
mirrored my own lumped
and pointy features, no symmetry.
He asked us to explain who had
touched
our lives, moved us most, fathered
our fates, the friends who failed
us.
Charles confessed first: he never
had a second thought, just
pounced.
As for me, I had only second
thoughts,
and therefore never...
For these crimes
we were condemned
to fathom each other through a
kiss.
Charles understood me right away:
burnt coffee, aspirin, envy.
The rich man tasted familiar, like
sucking
a penny, a miniature copper mine,
blood from a fish hook wound,
and the fish, and the hook, and
the wound.
-John Skoyles
Poetry
THE SITUATION
Its tough, isnt it, star,
to be harangued
by every strain
of brimming heart?
Its hard, isnt it, moon,
when crowds fidget
with their swizzle sticks
as you brighten the bay?
And head, doesnt it hurt
when love ignites
its pesky orbit
and all logic strays?
Hot, isnt it, sun?
Admit its a relief, shade,
to wear camouflage
while the flamboyant
fade away.
Go ahead, god,
and blame this mess
of blood
and flesh on free will.
Thats life, isnt it, death,
when guardrails
along the steep drive home
bristle
with wreaths and bouquets?
-John Skoyles
The Atlantic Monthly
He is waiting to be seen.
In this world I hardly matter.
What goes into the dark
to be seen? Nothing like me.
There is a festival of fireflies
in Muju-gun in August
where people pray for firefly prosperity,
in Korea, since the Japanese
exterminated their fireflies
experimenting with insecticides.
Firefly is a Japanese idea.
The one in my yard lives alone.
To be so solitary while signaling
for love, to be content knowing
the night has no real presences
except for the one who makes himself
their flickering mirror. Who ignites
and diminishes as they would.
How do we lose a lovely idea?
Desperate we don’t count.
Who wouldn’t prefer a fullness of fireflies
in their habitat? The males
flying while they flash for the females
who wait in the tall grass and flash back.
The fullness is one idea.
The idea must not matter
so that one firefly suffices for a thousand years.
The entomologists take us further.
They ask us to reflect
that the firefly is not a true fly. It is a beetle.
-Ron Slate
Triquarterly 121
Six thousand steps,
'every step an arrival.'
On the way up, I’m thinking
... what to say when I pass
through the South Gate
to Heaven, as soon I must?
History has it
I’m supposed to say
something unforgettable,
wise. Confucius,
for example, looking down,
said: 'The world is small.'
At the Temple of Azure Clouds,
an old Chinese woman
with bound feet and walking
stick--a peasant woman,
a supplicant--appears to me.
Is she my mother?
Shall I say,
having climbed the mountain,
'I have climbed the mountain,'
am there, and will live
one hundred years?
The Han Emperor Wu,
who, twenty-one hundred
years ago, rejected
every manuscript
his writers submitted,
has a monument too:
a wordless, blank stone--
on which I can write anything,
the Emperor being dead.
Silence is unforgettable, wise.
--William Slaughter
Poetry
A musket ball burrows through a body
Pulverizing every bone it's introduced to-
Later, bone-powder caking on a saw blade,
Arms in a heap, as though lolling,
A leg dropped into a large metal bucket.
"A horrible sound," he recalled years later.
"I had to listen to it so I could help them
Write their loved ones." Walt Whitman,
A sun umbrella going tent
To tent in the outdoor surgical wards-
Sitting with the mutilated, the soon
To be discharged, wild flowers all around
Cheering spring on.
Then coaxing the letters home.
-Arthur Smith
Sonora Review
Winter comes about by certain shifts.
At dusk on the pond the mallards mumble
and hunker into their dark silk water.
A wood duck's piping like a blade slants in
through the rosy air. A katydid waits
for an answer.
Something ticks.
I feel a slight tugging. There is a need
to turn and say goodbye but
the fire is lit
and people are coming in
the front door. It is not easy
to know what is leaving
or when it left.
The Sow's Ear
Old Timey Flight
Sam lays his cheek to the nut brown shell
With its scroll and curliques waiting.
He draws the bow across a string, drinks in
The wine colored note as it hums
Straight to his blood a strand
Of "Rock Andy" in the key of A.
He drives it high,
Makes it shimmer like glass in the sun,
Swoops it down back up and around
Like a swallow on the wing again and again
Bringing to himself the spirit
Of Luther Strong that fine old fiddler
Back back in time this tune
Having taken off like a kite in the blue.
When I am the lone listener to the antiphony of crickets
and the two wild tribes of cicadas and let my mind
wander to its bogs, its sloughs where no endorphins fire,
I will think on occasion how all memory is longing
for the lost energies of innocence, and then one night -
whiskey and the Pleiades, itch from a wasp sting -
I realize it is nearly half a century since that nightmare
in Money, Mississippi, when Emmett Till was dragged
from his uncle Mose Wright's cabin by two strangers
because he might have wolf whistled at Carolyn Bryant,
a white woman from whom he had bought candy,
or maybe he just whispered "Bye," as the testimony
was confused and jangled by fear. The boy was not local,
and Chicago had taught him minor mischief, but what
he said hardly matters, and he never got to testify,
for the trial was for murder after his remains were dredged
from the Tallahatchie River, his smashed body with one
eye gouged out and a bullet in the brain and lashed
with barbed wire to a cotton gin fan whose vanes
might have seemed petals of some metal flower, had Bobo
- as friends at home called him - ever seen it. And why
this might matter to me tonight is that I was not yet eight
when the news hit and can remember my parents at dinner -
maybe glazed ham, probably hand-whipped potatoes,
iced tea sweeter than candy, as it was high summer -
shaking their heads in passing and saying it was a shame,
but the boy should have been smarter and known never
to step out of his place, especially that far South. Did I
even guess, did I ask how a word or stray note could give birth
to murder? He was fourteen, and on our flickering new TV,
sober anchormen from Atlanta registered their shock,
while we ate our fine dinner and listened to details
from the trial in Sumner, though later everyone learned
the crime occurred in Sunflower County, and snoopy
reporters from up north had also discovered that missing
witnesses - Too Tight Collins among them - could
finger the husband Roy Bryant and his step-brother
named Milam as the men in the truck who asked, "Where
the boy done the talking?" and dragged Emmett Till
into the darkness. His mother Mamie, without whom
it would have all passed in the usual secrecy, requested
an open-casket funeral, so the mourners all saw the body
maimed beyond recognition - his uncle had known
the boy only by a signet ring - and Jet magazine
then showed photos, working up the general rage
and indignation, so the trial was speedy, five days
with a white jury, which acquitted, the foreman
reporting that the state had not adequately established
the identity of the victim, and I don't know how
my father the cop or his petite wife the Den Mother
took it all, though in their eighties they have no love
for any race darker than a tanned Caucasian. I need
a revelation to lift me from the misery of remembering,
as I get the stigma of such personal history twisted
into the itch of that wasp sting. Milam later told Life
he and Bryant were "guilty as sin," and there is some
relief in knowing their town shunned them and drove
Bryant out of business, but what keeps haunting me -
glass empty, the insect chorus fiercer, more shrill -
is the drama played out in my mind like a scene
from some reverse To Kill a Mockingbird - or worse,
a courtroom fiasco from a Faulkner novel - when
the prosecutor asked Mr. Wright if he could find
in the room the intruder who snatched his nephew
out of bed that night, and the old man - a great uncle,
really - fought back his sobs and pointed at the accused,
his finger like a pistol aimed for the heart. "Dar he,"
he said, and the syllables yet echo into this raw night
like a poem that won't be silenced, like the choir
of seven-year insects, their voices riddling strange
as sleigh bells through the summer air, the horrors
of injustice still simmering, and I now wonder what
that innocence I miss might have been made of -
smoke? rhinestones? gravied potatoes followed
by yellow cake and milk? Back then we called
the insect infestation ferros, thinking of Hebrew
captivity in Egypt and believing they were chanting
free us, instead of the come hither new science
insists on, but who can dismiss the thought
that forty-nine years back their ancestors dinned
a river of sound all night extending lament
to lamentation, and I am shaken by the thought
of how easy it is for me to sit here under sharp
stars which could mark in heaven the graves
of tortured boys and inhale the dregs of expensive
whiskey the color of a fox, how convenient
to admit where no light shows my safe face
that I have been less than innocent this entire
life and never gave a second thought to this:
even the window fan cooling my bedroom
stirs the air with blades, and how could anyone
in a civilized nation ever be condemned for
narrowing breath to melody between the teeth,
and if this is an exercise in sham shame I am
feeling, some wish for absolution, then I have to
understand the wave of nausea crossing me,
this conviction that it is not simple irony
making the whir of voices from the pine trees
now seem to be saying Dar he, Dar he, Dar he.
-R.T. Smith
Ploughshares
-for McGraw and Marvell
You live bits of the first Big Bang
Burning to turn each other on
As ships blink Morse charting the murk,
Or Yin winks to rekindle Yang,
Let crusted contact points be drawn
To contact points, then close the circuit.
Gilt specks in my prospecting pan,
Flecks in night's lapis lazuli,
Midsummer's flickering Christmas strings
Whose random constellations can
Alter our sky-signs augury
By linking dots to outline Things,
I am the mower, Snodgrass, known
Through fields and meadows run to seed,
Undertended and overgrown
With ragweed, sneezewort and neglect
So moths lay eggs and fireflies breed -
You are the harvest I collect.
Forgive those finger rings we children
Forged from your torsos' fading brilliance;
Join in my Mason jar, my glass
That lucidates dark worlds when filled
By your good kith and kin whose millions
Excite, reaching to critical mass.
I've loafed all summer at my lawn
Chirping songs bawdy and improper;
Now though my chords have soured or gone,
Leaving me like some dumb weedhopper
Whose half-cracked voice will never mende,
Let axon still sing out to dendrite.
Enter my net and neural network,
You glints that arc old synapses;
Though I've grown stiff and gray and can't learn
New songs or finger the known fretwork,
You wouldn't leave Diogenes'
Ghost out here looking for his lantern?
-W.D. Snodgrass
Spread
The Discreet Spoils of a Reichstag Fire
No accident or natural catastrophe
Can help you much; shared labor, like shared losses, takes
The cursed edge off men's differences and makes
Strangers believe they could be friends. And obviously,
Survivors are the last to crave retaliation
Against some high gods' mandates or an impartial
Nature. Intended damage is what binds us all
In enmity against an alien folk or nation
As yet unspecified - one blessed by more resources
Than they deserve or situated to attack
Whoever has, assuming also that they lack
The moment's latest weaponry or well-trained forces.
One can speak vaguely, though, of obscure threats: forbidden
Stores of nerve gas, maps drawn for chemical or germ
Offensives. As Herr Goering said, "We have firm
Proof of our own Reds' arsenals, stockpiled and hidden."
One's first ploy lies in offering the Reichstag a Decree
For the Protection of the People and the State;
When that's gulped down, a second Law to Alleviate
The Misery of the People, termed more commonly
The Enabling Act - so cushioning the suspension
Of free speech, press and assembly while condoning
Search, seizure, opened mail, tapped wires and phones
Or wounds earned during undefined "protective detention."
The Reichstag castrated, you can look down with contempt
On all schemes subjecting your designs to higher orders
And outworn treaties. No land on earth can now claim borders
Or air space sealed against your title to preempt
And set straight. It may trouble you to execute
Thousands you've "conquered" but who still spurn your command;
One triumph, though, should comfort you: in your homeland
Your least wish is the law and your whim absolute.
-W.D. Snodgrass
The New York Quarterly
For the Third
Marriage of My First Ex-Wife
Each other's
virgin, equally
too virtuous far
too long to be
much good to
anyone in bed,
much less in their
gestalt--who said
you can't be a
virgin more than once?
Kept callow,
backward on all fronts,
naive as
know-nothing tribes that can't
guess how they
keep on getting pregnant--
not once in twelve
years had we laid
each other right.
What we had made
were two
nerve-wracked, unreconciled
spoiled children
parenting a child.
The world lay all
before us, where
fine ideals and
devil-may-care
low lusts entangle
in the heat
and dirty virtues
of the street.
Some grade-school
children nowadays
can tell you more
than those adults who taught
us sexual
conduct. Or did not,
blinking at facts
that might assuage
love's tensions
well before our age
with its synthetic
lubricants,
Viagra and penile
implants.
Our daughter,
still recovering from
her own divorce,
but who's become
a father, in her
call at least
as an Episcopalian
priest,
will fly down
there to officiate
in linking you to
your third mate;
only some twenty
years ago
that daughter
married me also
to the last of my
four wives.
This spinoff of
our unspent lives
still joins us
(though to others) saying: clamp fast
to what's worth
holding. Also, save the best for last.
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A flood of sunlight drenches this lush lawn,
and splashes radiance on nearby trees;
Pythagoras divides the summer dawn
into the cosmos, multiplies by breeze
and quality of drifting yellow light
to calculate how many roses thrive
within the boundary of his circling sight.
His answer's seven but he sees just one,
its scarlet shimmering in early sun.
But faith in truth of math endures despite
this failure; now, as mockingbirds arrive,
their music theorem for math's harmonies,
he calculates how long he might survive
to stroll at dawn, to count the shining leaves.
-Lee Slonimsky
Carolinia Quarterly
TALK BETWEEN LEAF AND SKIN
A drifting leaf flattens itself
against your forehead, in the rain.
Tingle...its skeletal delicacy traces
the history of wood against dewy skin
and you arrest the impulse to cast it off,
letting your hand drift back to your side.
It has more to tell you: the pain it feels
each October, the parallel between its notched edges
and convolutions in your brain,
filament veins in its green thin flesh
and how they spell out genetic Scripture
of the same sort that's proclaimed your being,
a mere inch or two in the passage of eons
separating its spear from your five fingered hand.
Almost as if it's a map of synapses
from which once arose the snap of thought
in fog of primordial simmer.
But then a gust of wind tears it
sharply away, as if flesh from bone
that in trans-species love craved its gentle
adhesion. Much more could have been said
but when you pluck a replacement
from the shadow of towering oaks
and press it to your forehead,
all you get are cold and silence
in the sting of autumn rain.
-Lee Slonimsky
National Forum
WHAT THE WIND KNOWS
Be not dismayed at winter's icy breath,
at jagged winds that tear, and whirl fresh snow,
revealing rock as chill and still as death,
since balm of rose awaits thee soon below.
The very wind whose frigid hands thou feelst,
those daggered enemies of flesh and bone,
transforms to sweetness, hands that soothe and healst,
when thou descends into the southern sun.
Here other hands await, mine dewed with love
as roses are asplash in April's rays,
their petals plucked by breezes on the move
from icy Alps to open-windowed days.
Our bed awaits thee, strewn with wisps of rose,
my longing more than any the wind knows.
-Lee Slonimsky
Included in the novel,
the Sonnet Lover,
by Carol Goodman
Ballantine Books, 2007
I'm walking State Street when this bare-armed girl
comes fetching up beside me at a light,
a lovely Oriental-looking letter
tattoo'd on her fine arm below the shoulder.
I ask her if the tattoo'd mark is Sanskrit—
"Arabic." (We're crossing). "It's for "Ah la!"
which brings a smile, until I hear her: "Allah."
"It's beautiful," I offer from the heart.
"Thank you"— there's a tremor to her voice—
"thank you…very much." Her tall young life
is filled with every grace, and yet it seems
she hasn't heard of beauty near enough.
I turn, I nod and smile and wave goodbye,
letting the distance lengthen then between us
as one who'd chanced to pay a passing reverence,
and she uncertain, in her glory days.
-- Barry Spacks
POETRY
WITHIN ANOTHER LIFE
Those whose days were grudging or confused
may end up trapped within another life
as a boulder or a pane of glass
or a door that suffers every time it's slammed.
If I return a boulder, love, some summer day
come sit by me and contemplate these horses and these hills.
And if a windowpane, gaze through and see
the meadow on our walks where brown geese strut.
And if I am a door, come home through me,
be sure I'll keep you safe.
And if a knotted, twisted rope
from long self-clenching and complexity,
oh love, unbind, unbraid me then
until I flow again like windswept hair.
-- Barry Spacks
POETRY
DIM SUM
I know, I know, if Ernest Hemingway
had savored the chicken bits
in piquant sauce
at the great Dim Sum Restaurant
in Monterey Park, California, he
still would have...could have…
or if Richard Brautigan
toward the withered end
had paused for the scallops at the Dim Sum,
or ordered the platter of three
huge cream-filled dumplings, still he…
I know, I know, stupid thought,
but if only
John Berryman...Anne Sexton...
if Sylvia Plath...Primo Levi...
if Kathryn's father…Robert Hazel…
if Marilyn Monroe...
-- Barry Spacks
SOLO
The road is dust,
and the town is dust,
and even my mother
is dust. But here,
set back among the pines,
a teahouse long and low
where we sit like ancients,
cradling lacquered cups.
Outside, the storm of afternoon.
The dust of existence.
Then the storm passes.
The bamboo shines.
For years what pursued us?
What did we pursue?
Now we are here,
in a teahouse of the mind,
where a cherry tree blooms
and passes into summer,
where autumn blazes up,
and then the snow, falling
with a stillness that fills
my heart like a cup
in the moment before
the tea is poured.
My friend, sit with me
for a little while.
Let us cleanse ourselves
of the dust of existence.
-Elizabeth
Spires
The Kenyon Review
When I was a girl in Lexington, I would stare at the swirled
ceiling and feel the world contract; close my eyes
and watch my body expand hugely so that it overgrew
the frame of my perception, stalkish and quick-
growing, the top and edges beyond
my sight and also, simultaneously, grow infinitely small
and then smaller, being spirited backward and away
like an astronaut: feet, arms out, fingers splayed and pulsing
in the drift from ship.
In these moments of great dread--I have
no other word for what this was--I would think, this is what it
feels like
to be both. Winters under my window, bonfires
in the gutter drains. Seven p.m. twilight lit snow
and sledders down Monticello Boulevard. My mother's fears
kept me at the sill. Breath frozen to glass. Mottled shag
carpet. Blue and blue and blue. An ocean under my hand.
-Sheila Squillante
Phoebe
In This Dream of My Father
there is a canister
vacuum in the middle of an empty
living room. He calls
from inside it, as if from a half-way
point, some clever Purgatory of home
appliances, in which the souls
of departed businessmen
must learn to abide among dust
bunnies and loose
pocket change.
His dead voice,
like the sound of a dinner
bell clanging against a dust cloth,
rings in the dream vacuum
like a prayer for intercession,
a muffled imperative to me,
his first daughter:
Help me, he says. I'm
going the wrong way.
.
--Sheila Squillante
The Connecticut Review
Onions & Potatoes
-for Kim & after Levine
I thought I had learned certain things
from my life:
speak up, slow down, be intentioned, praiseful
and ravenous. Tonight, freshly grieving the loss
of a man I had come to love too well, I brushed
watercolors into irregular slubs of brown paper-
bright fish and birds, all swirl and feather. I ate
noodles with peanuts and scallions and cabbage
and felt the red rift in me-open as a mouth
waiting to be fed. I was a child tonight,
and my emptiness would not be quelled
except by your onions and potatoes: small and round
and exactly pain-sized, I received them through a hard
clench of tooth and jaw-I did not want comfort;
could not pronounce its hard consonants-and rolled them
between molar and cheek, held them under tongue.
Sweet onion, translucent as the thin pink skin beneath my eyes;
red potatoes tight and insistent inside cracked and bursting skins,
I will save you for tomorrow and for the day after that:
when I've given up on finding metaphors to describe this
or any vermilioned plume of loss; when, with the failure
of descriptive language, I turn back to the root:
to sweet Jersey corn grown up gold from the raw
and hungry fields of this new muscle.
--Sheila Squillante
Clackamas Literary Review
A mile from home I find the plastic bag
torn off my mums by last night’s cold front wind.
It clings to chain link, one corner still knotted,
a deflated ghost. I pluck it off the fence,
thinking of lots of things I’ve lost forever.
What if they all came back this easily?
And I imagine a reverse tornado
roaring overhead straight to my house
and dumping everything on me at once.
First all the pairs of shoes I’ve ever worn--
my green spike heels, red sneakers, Buster Browns,
pumps, flats, wedges, thongs, and sandals
all piled on the lawn next to Christmas sweaters
and snowflake mittens. And all brand-new!
Over here’s my bike, a blow-up kiddie pool,
boxes of mystery novels, a bassinet,
my stolen jewelry box, and the blue bikini
I wore in Nice when I was twenty-two.
The tree branches are full of board games,
Monopoly and Clue and Shoots and Ladders.
My paint-by-numbers rests on the hard black sofa
where I sat drinking Gallo Rhinegarten
on Church Street, and here’s the fondue pot
that caught fire—everything’s mine again
and I dig through mounds and heaps and piles
of clothes I’d forgotten, suitcases, dolls,
waving at people who pass on the sidewalk
thinking this is the season’s biggest yard sale—
“No, this is all mine!”—rooting again,
amazed at the great hill of belongings, wondering
where I’ll put all this stuff now that it’s back.
But I’m busy swinging my old tennis racket,
trying on mini-skirts, calling my dog—
make that plural—for all three of them are here
though they really succeeded each other,
Casey and Casey II and Skipper,
dashing around in the spoils, barking happily.
Then I notice my father stumbling over
a load of toasters and coffee makers,
and stopping thoughtfully, just as he did in life,
to clean his glasses after he notices
the shiny ’72 Datson on my roof;
so I step back to consider this big mess
that’s blocking the front door of my house,
realizing that I’ll never get back inside
where the present waits in quiet empty rooms
unless I abandon every single thing.
--Maura Stanton
Cincinnati Review
RE-CREATION
“Her performance with cup and ball was marvelous.”
J.F. Austen-Leigh
Jane Austen’s steady hand could catch a ball
Over a hundred times in a wooden cup.
Tired of Genji, Murasaki rolled up
Her scrolls, then asked her servants to install
The Go board. Emily Dickinson baked
A black cake soaked with her favorite brandy.
Virginia Woolf took walks. Over whist and tea
The Brontes soothed their passionate outbreaks.
If a girl betrayed her, Sappho got upset,
But took a swim until inspired to rhyme.
Elizabeth Barrett Browning loved to buy
Antiques for the Casa Guidi. So why regret
An idle day? The “genius” Gertrude Stein
Bathed her poodle, and waited for him to dry.
--Maura Stanton
Measure
EDWARD LEAR’S SHOPPING LIST
“they dined on mince and slices of quince”
Never enough cake so he dreamed of quince.
Words filled his hungry mouth with their sweet taste:
Shrimps, winkles, pancakes, cucumbers and mince.
The youngest child of twenty, thin as a fence,
He dug in. Forked up. Nothing went to waste.
Never enough cake so he dreamed of quince.
Oh Dumplings! Oh Custard Pudding! He could convince
His stomach with his pen, and so he laced
Nonsense with periwinkle soup. Hot mince.
Buttercups fried with fish? It made good sense.
Cold apple tart for breakfast? He wrote in haste.
Never enough cake so he dreamed of quince
Sliced or jellied. He wanted his loaves dense
With nuts and sultanas. His stiff hand raced.
Gooseberry pie. Fresh watercress. Hot mince.
He dined on chops and chocolate like a prince,
Stuffing his lines with sage and lemon paste.
Never enough cake so he dreamed of quince:
Shrimps, winkles, pancakes, cucumbers and mince.
--Maura Stanton
Harpur Palate
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